My Possessive Bad Boy

19.

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Nicole's POV.

"Derek! Don't! Nooo!"

I held my breath. I'll stay here until he comes and gets me. I crossed my arms under the water, he threw me in.. and that's unacceptable.

Three...

Two...

One...

I saw him jump into the water I quickly lay back like I didn't know how to swim and I'm drowning. I let all my breath out to make bubbles. He wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me up to the surface. He gasps for air, "Nicole.. Angel..please wake up..shit.."

I couldn't hold it.. I started laughing, his eyes grew wide. I stopped a short time after because I couldn't breathe. Is he actually that stupid, "Oh you little.." he stopped before he said anything he will regret. "What do you guys think you're doing?!"

I rolled my eyes at the voice I knew too well, "ALEX! Come get your lap dog that's sexually harassing your sister!" I stood up and went to go lunge at her, no one.. and I mean NO ONE!! Calls Derek a lap dog but me!

Derek caught me holding me back. "Let..GO!" I yelled hitting his arms. He pulled me closer, "Calm down, Angel..please." He said trying to calm me. I shook my head and struggled against him, "ALEX!!! Come get your whore of a sister!!" She yelled so loud the whole block must've heard.

Derek loosens his grip but tightens it again, "Angel. Calm. Down!" He says in my ear through his teeth test, he's mad too. He always hated when people talked bad about me, he said he would kill who ever touched me, he was angry at my mother who is standing there calling out for Alex.

"MOM! STOP!" I knew Alex was mad for her calling me a whore as well. My mom walked away, not wanting to see my face anymore..hey! Her words not mine..

Derek spun me around, "You're shivering like a naked Cat." I laughed, I am? He took my hand pulling me into the house, I was supposed to be   Going to the mall with Faith and Gabby.. but got a bit distracted.

"Nicole.." Alissa said concerned. I smiled reassuringly. "I'm going to change then we will leave." I nodded to Faith and Gabby. Cara went home because Ace told her too.  What a buzz kill am I right!
I went upstairs Derek right behind me, "Alex is letting me borrow some of his clothes." I nodded.

I walked into my room and changed into dry clothes. I took my hair out of the wet bun and brushed it, then put it back up of course.. I walked out putting on my leather Jacket and hopping into Alissa's truck, what? Girls could drive trucks gm a

"FINALLY!" Alissa said dramatically. Gabby and Faith laughed. I grabbed the aux and playing 'Playing God' by Paramore . Faith knew the song but Gabby stayed silent, "Hey Gabby what's your favorite color?" Alissa randomly asked.

"Black." She stated.

"You'll go home soon Gab.. this is a long process like they said before we need to change so we don't get caught.." Faith said reassuring her. "And you should be grateful, they saved us from god knows what! And think about it. This change will make us stronger...I just know it."

So Faith is the positive one. I just nodded on how she looked at this situation like I did. That she knew our intentions. Alissa parked and we hopped out, "Okay, Nicole you get Gabby and ill go with Faith." I nodded. "Meet back here at.. three." They nod and we split.

"So I'm guessing you're favorite color is black too?" Gabby assumed, I shook my head. "Actually it's red." I shrug and look threw the racks of clothes. "See anything you like?" I asked her. She walks off into a different section, "Would this...go with..oh! This!" Gabby grabbed a pair of black ripped jeans and a black shirt that says 'Have Faith in me'

I nodded even though it's kind of weird that it has her friends name on it..get it..okay I'll stop. Gabby smiled and time flew by and we got underwear, bras, some leggings, t-shirts with little saying on it, and three pairs of jeans. Now we're walking I the food court., "Took you guys long enough!" Alissa groans shoving a fry into her mouth.

I rolled my eyes and handed Faith and Gabby some money to get food. Alex is still trying to help me find them a job, "So..did he ask you yet!" Alissa said and I looked at her confused, "About?" She gasped! "PROM?! Don't tell me you forgot!" Shit I forgot! "NO! Of course not..." Gabby and Faith walked over.

"You guys are starting school on Monday." Alex made mom set them up. I went and asked her myself but she just started yelling at me telling me that Dads death was my fault. And I already knew that though, she didn't have to tell me. "NICOLE!" I looked up at Alissa.

"Your phone has been ringing for the last twenty minutes!" I picked up my phone and saw that I got multiple texts of pictures of this naked girl on Derek's couch from a unknown number... "Nicole.. are you okay?" This has to be fake. This can't happen.. why me? Why does this happen to me. I got so mad that all I saw was red, I can't believe he'd do this to me!

"HEY MA'AM! IM GOINNG TO HAVE TO ASK YOU TO LEAVE!" I just flipped the officer off and walked out. I flipped the table, lucky no one was standing there. "Nicole what the hell!" Alissa yelled. "Take me to Dereks house now!" if these messages were real then that means this girl is there right now!

Alissa didn't even stop the car I just jumped out barging into his house. What I saw, made my eyes water but I didn't let any fall, There they where.. the mystery girl and Derek.. they were.. then I did something I would regret.

Not really...

I beat the shit out of the naked girl, I broke a vase over her head, I was still mad. I let tears out while I was beating her. But Derek threw me off other the love seat. I took all of my anger out on the poor girl. All she did was show me who Derek really was.

Worthless Nicole you're worthless.

No..please no.. not right now!

You are never going to be good enough..

It's all your fault.

Monster..

Everyone know it was your fault.

"Angel please... let me explain.." Derek tried coming closer to me but Alissa came in and saw me, I left my phone in the car.. "HOW DARE YOU!" Then I couldn't hear a word after that. Is it bad that I still want him, we weren't dating right? So it's not cheating..right?

Faith and Gabby stayed in the car as Alissa tried to calm me down but all I could think about is how much it hurts. My chest feels heavy, I feel so weak, worthless.. I hate guys. I hate them.. But not Derek.. I will always love him..

I will always love Derek Springer