Chapter 5 what the fuck is going on here?!?!
I felt a panic in my chest. She's only going to live for 400 years? Is that long enough? Fuck no; I'm a vampire I'll live forever. She needs to live longer than 400 years maybe I should turn her. Would she be okay if I turned her? I'll do it after she has my child, should I talk to her first? Will she have to be alive in order to shift into a wolf? How much do we know? Maybe we need to look into it.
I'm already 600; I've lived her life plus 200 past. I felt like my chest was caving in, my heart that beats at random times started beating erratically. My head was becoming light headed. I felt like I was going to pass out, and that's exactly what I did.
What the fuck? I told him that I would live to be 400-ish I'm 16 now so I'm waaaaay off from death and I think he just had a goddamned panic attack right in front of me about it. "Shit, DAMON!!!!" I hollered out. He ran into my room with his clothes all disheveled his hair a mess. "What.The.Fuck.Do.You.Want." He was pissed at me looks like him and Jez was getting it on. "He fucking passed out on me.
I mean what the fuck is up with that shit?" He looked down at Jared's crumpled body on the floor where he dropped. Damon toed his body. "What happened? Why did he pass out?" He said in a more serious tone. "Well because I'm a full were I'll live to be roughly 400, and he got this panicked look to his face and his heart went all erratic and he passed out." He nodded acknowledge the information I gave him.
"I wish you could read minds, to figure out why he went all panicky." I nodded even though I fucking hate reading people's minds or having any one in my mind. It would have been nice to know why he tripped balls. Damon kneeled down to shake him. "Jared, wake up." Shake shake shake. A little more irritated. "Jared dude wake up."
I ever mention that Fey have no patience and are easily irritable, and are ass holes? Well this one is even more so because he's half Fey half Vampire. So he's really bitchy and moody. "WAKE THE FUCK UP BEFORE I STAKE YOUR ASS!!" I went into protective mode. I didn't mean to I just did.
Before his sentence was even finished I already shifted. I snagged the back of his shirt with my teeth, and snapped my head away from Jared so Damon flung away from him. Then I took a defensive stance between Jared on the floor and Damon who landed nimble on the bed. I crouched down and bared my teeth growling. "Oh wow, Tess you're a really pretty wolf. I've never seen a Were that color before."
He started approaching me hands in the air. None of them has seen my wolf yet, it wasn't quite normal. The color was different. My fur should be the color of my hair but it isn't instead it's a strange blue white color, like the sky being wasted out with those white fluffy clouds.
I went out of my defensive crouch and sat down next to Jared on the floor. Ah this feels so nice, I haven't been a wolf in a while. Jared began to stir behind me. I stiffened afraid of what he would say about my strange fur. Like Damon he's met a lot of Weres so I expected him to say the same thing.
Of course I was right. He freaked out until Damon told him it was me. The one thing I hated most about my wolf form is It's hard to communicate with other people. Although I should have known it was going to be easy to talk with these guys, goddamn vampire telepaths.
'Whoa, Tess you're the most beautiful Wolf I've ever seen, and I've been alive a while, and have seen alot of them.'
'I think I have to agree with you J. Can I( touch your fur, most Wolf fur is really coarse but I don't think yours is going be.' I simply nodded at him and Damon sauntered over and ran his hand from the top of my head to the tip of my tail and I shuddered almost violently. The only time I get touched in this form is when I'm fighting. People don't just go touching me, it felt... nice. 'Wow.... That's the softest fucking fur I've ever felt, it feels like... down from birds, with rabbit fur with it.'
