Help Me (Crankiplier)

Chapter Seven

Don't play the song until it says so just to add something to it but you don't have to if you don't want to.

(Mark's P.O.V)

After we had finished eating I had asked Ethan if he wanted to come with me to the park and walk around a bit. Of course, he said no at the beginning, but then after convincing him he finally said yes. Now we are on our way to the park with Chica in the backseat and with the windows slightly open. There was silence, but it wasn't the awkward silence that you want to break really badly. It was calm and relaxing. It was slightly cold out today but it was bearable. The weather was really nice. Not too cold, and not too hot. Just perfect. Just like this moment was. Perfect.

Once we had reached the park I found a parking spot and turned the car off. I got out and grabbed Chica's leash from my pocket and opened the back door where Chica was. Then we were off to the park.

As we were walking some of our fans had noticed us and wanted autographs and pictures. I gladly did them but I looked over to Ethan and he seemed... he seemed slightly scared. It was weird for me because I have only seen him being his bright cheerful self. I wonder why he's acting like that but I don't think now is a good time to ask. Maybe in the future.

*Play the song here*

As Ethan and I were walking I noticed a few park benches near a cliff that overlooked the lake. I started to walk over there with Ethan and Chica following soon after me. I took a seat on one of the many benches.

"Hey, Ethan there's something that I've been meaning to tell you for quite some time now," I said with shaky words coming from my mouth.

"O-okay ask away." He replied.

Why is this bugging me so much? Why can't I just say it? Every time I'm around him I get all these weird feelings. I know that I'm in love and all but... there's just something about Ethan that makes everything brighten up and I'm not so sure how long he'll be with us. I mean he almost died of blood loss a few days ago or was it a week. At this point, I don't even know. It's just the first time I saw him I knew that there was something about him that made me want to get to know him more. Made me want to help him.

Just then I did the most stupid thing that I think I have ever done in my life. My body just moved on its own. I slowly moved in front of his face. We were inches apart now. Then I closed the gap. I kissed Ethan. No correction, I am kissing Ethan. Ethan probably just sat there wide-eyed, though I couldn't tell because my eyes were closed. After some time he soon started to kiss back which made me feel a little better about what I had just done. We soon pulled away from each other for air.

"E-Ethan I don't know exactly how to ask this but... ever since we first meet I've been in love with your personality. Your beautiful smile. Everything about you, and since that day that I saw you on the floor of the bathroom with blood all over your arms I just... I... can't think about what would have happened if Tyler wasn't there to call me or to even be there. It just breaks my heart to think about what could have gone wrong that day but I'm just glad that you are still here with me.....Ethan will you make me one of the happiest people on this planet we call earth and be my boyfriend." I asked him still nervous from the speech that I had just given. I looked back up at him and saw him with tears in his eyes. I started to panic but was surprised when Ethan started to speak.

"Y-y-yes I will." He said with a shaky breath.

With that being said I picked him up in my arms and started to attack him with kisses on his face. He started to giggle which soon turned into laughing. Damn his laugh was so beautiful just like him. I didn't even realize that I had said that out loud until Ethan said in a shy tone "Thank you, Mark.". At that, I started to blush madly. Ethan started to laugh at how flustered I got.

"Hey, Mark how are we going to tell the fans about this. You know about our relationship and maybe just maybe about my depression." Ethan asked me.

"Well first we have to tell everyone at the office and then we can cross that bridge when we get there okay Ethan," I replied with a smile on my face.

Again hope you all are enjoying this story and I just wanted to say that this story is actually coming to an end. So in a couple of chapters, this story will end. But until then enjoy this amazing story. PHOENIX OUT!!! See you guys in the next chapter/story.