(Ethan's P.O.V)
I felt someone grab the knife that was in my hands and put it on the counter. Then that someone hugged me. I could feel the tears that they were now shedding, and for some strange reason, I felt safe in their arms. They made all of those bad and horrible memories fade away. They made me feel happy and safe.
"Ethan didn't I tell you to never think of hurting yourself or actually do it." He said in almost a whisper. It was Mark. He was breathing on my neck and that was sending shivers down my neck.
"S-sorry I d-don't know w-what I was t-thinking," I said back to him. I was lying. I wanted to die. I wanted to leave this world. I just want to die, why can't he understand that? Then I felt my tears in my eyes about to fall. I just wiped them away like all of the pain that I always face. Or at least I try to anyway.
"I don't know what I would do with myself if you left me. You're my friend. No. My best friend and I can't lose you." Those words hit me like a train at full speed. I can't believe that he actually cared about me. Or were those words that he just said to make me feel better or were they real. It hurt to think about. I just wanted to stand here forever, with Mark holding me like this.
Again sorry that this is a short chapter, but I hope you guys are enjoying this story so far.
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