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Welp i got my answers

Hehe it feels good to actually express what I'm feeling then keep it bottled up

But like I suck at expressing my feelings in general so

But I'm done listening to people like who cares it's my life and if i get heartbroken in the end i do

But I'm happy

Also this may seem really rude and shit but

He said those things to you, like yes he probably did care about you but not everyone is going to get treated the same

Like what if the feelings for you were only 50% And his feelings for me are more, I mean who knows but still

Sure it may be grimy and shit but like the more you tell me he doesn't care or he doesn't like me or just dump him is going to make me think but it is also going to want me to be with him more

Like yes there may be someone better but I'm good right now like I don't need anyone else

And maybe this won't work out, i mean we are still young there is many more people to date

I'm not saying I'm going to be with him forever but I'm not saying that we aren't going to break up instantly

Also I'm dating him, and like you say he's a douche and shit like if he is then why do you talk to him, why do you talk about him, why are you worried about who he is dating

Alright now that's off my chest