Fall For Him, Not Her.

Chapter One.

/Winnie's pov./

Let me just begin with, I hated seeing myself as a girl.
I never asked to be born as a girl, I've always wanted to be a boy.
My parents never understood me, they always told me I should be grateful I was born.
Believe me, I am glad to be born.
I just hate my fucking gender.
According to my mom, a sex change was out of question, even my dad was against it.
I was seventeen, it was my body.
I thought, we were free to do whatever we wanted with our bodies?
I guess not..

I lazily removed myself from the queen sized bed, in my room.
Even the bed was a fucking girl, I wanted a king but my parents told me no.
I looked at myself in the mirror.
Messy dark brown hair, tired light green eyes stared back at me.
No matter how many times, I would bring it up to my parents, they always ignored the subject.

I walked over to my closet, frowning as I opened it up to reveal the clothing.
My family, at least let me have a few guy outfits.. the rest had to be feminine or it wasn't gonna happen.
I grabbed the solid white shirt, followed by the gray and black jacket then my black jeans.
I constantly struggled with the pants, I wasn't fluffy but the pants my mom bought.. were too small, but the last thing I wanted her to do; was return them or throw a fit about it.

I brought my hair, to the front, so the length would cover my breasts.
I hated boobs, I really did..
I knew, that if I was born as a guy, I would of been gay from the start..
Girls are annoying, they're clingy, and very dramatic..
Don't get me wrong, guys can be too..
I just don't like girls.
Yet, my best friend is one.
Tami Steele, the girl I've known since childhood.. she is the only one, that truly supports my wish to become a guy.

I slid on my blue vans, before forcing myself out of the bedroom.
I walked down the stairs, into the kitchen, where my model sister and parents were.
Yes, Emma could be a model.. she's like a doll, big breasts, beautiful blue eyes, and long blonde hair and a bright smile..
She wakes up at 5 a.m. just to get ready for school.. all of the guys at our school, follow her around like dogs in heat..
Drooling is disgusting, if I saw a guy drool for me.. I'd probably punch him.
I find guys cute, but I don't like them turning into messes for girls..
We don't deserve that, no one does.

"Good morning, Winnie." My dad greeted me, from his newspaper and coffee.
I grumbled a morning, before making my way to the pantry.
"Winnie, you don't have your breasts strapped down, do you?" My mom asked, following after me.
I glared softly.
"Excuse me?" I asked her, already annoyed by the question.
She scowled before pushing my hair back, for her scowl to only deepen.
"Really Winnie?" She asked.
I pushed past her.
"What is the problem? I don't like these annoying things, attached to me." I snapped.

"Winnie, you are a girl, act like it." My mom scolded now.
I shot her a look.
"Nah." I said.
"Elliot." My mom hissed.
Dad looked up now, his brows furrowed.
"Winnie, are your breasts playing hide and seek again?" He asked me.
Emma laughed, earning a soft grin from me.
"Dad, come on, you know I hate them." I whined.
Dad looked to mom who was glaring daggers at him.
He sighed softly.
"I know you do, pancake... but you are a girl." He informed me.

I rolled my eyes furiously.
"Give me a freaking break, they are just breasts, I don't care about them." I argued.
"Go remove the bandages, now." Mom demanded.
I glared.
"So fucking annoying." I spat.
"Watch your mouth!" She hissed as I ran up the stairs.

I removed the bandage, glaring hardcore at the mirror.
I threw my shirt back on, before storming down stairs.
"Which one of us are taking you to school?" I heard my mom asked.
"Neither, I'm walking." I said, and with that grabbed my bag then left the house.

It took me ten minutes to get there, I really did not care if I was late, my mom ruined my morning and then made me remove what image of a guy I fucking had left.
I hate being a girl.
I stopped walking in the hallway, feeling a familiar feeling in my lower stomach.
Cursing under my breath, I ran into the bathroom.
"ARE YOU FREAKING SHITTING ME!?" I screeched loud enough for the teens to hear outside of the bathroom.

I brushed my hair back, and in seconds a green soft square was being tossed under and into my stall.
I scowled.
"That you, Winnie?" I heard my best friend ask.
Tami..
I sighed heavily.
"Its sadly me, thanks.." I mumbled.
I did the gross female thing, taking care of myself, before leaving the stall.

She leaned against the wall, a few inches taller than me, curly brown hair and lazy hazel eyes as she grinned at me.
"Bad morning?" She asked.
I glared.
"The worst.. is there a certain way, you can become a guy without surgery?" I asked.
Tami blinked as we walked into the auditorium.
"Well.. there was this rumor, about a school that has this nurse there.. she has these pills, and the rumor is; if you take them.. you magically become a guy for five days or be pain free." She said.
I stood there, with a poker face, before laughter over took me.

I wiped the tears that had appeared.
"Ahah.. that's great, and this school just happens to be a rumor?" I asked her, still amused.
Tami rubbed the side of her neck.
"Well.. that's what I've heard.. one of the kids, said the school is through some woods.. over a hill and near a pond.. its actually walking distance.." She explained.
I grinned deviously at her.
"Wanna go on an adventure?" I asked her.
Tami's eyes grew wide.
"R-Right now??" She squeaked.
I nodded with a grin.

Tami bit her bottom lip, she looked to the other students, then to me.
I grinned.
"Come on, it'll be fun." I encouraged.
She ran a hand through her locks, before sighing softly with a slight smile.
"Alright.. I was the one that told you about it.. that's fair I guess." She said.
I grabbed her hand, and in seconds we were running out of the school.

"What if the school isn't even there?" Tami asked me, as we walked through the woods, I looked to her with a shrug.
"This is an adventure, I mean.. it's gonna hurt my heart if it really is just a rumor.. but if its not." My eyes began to sparkle.
"I'll attend that school!" I beamed.
Tami smiled softly. "I guess I'll have no choice, but enroll with you." She said.