I shouldn't have messaged you
And I shouldn't have tried
But the truth is
You've been occupying my mind
I fixed my hair
And tried to look pretty
But it's all for the boy
Who left me for nothing
You make me so tight
You get me so mad
Sometimes I think
"Is it okay to want to hold his hand?"
The feelings I have
Are clearly not new
Because I think
I fell in love with you
Today you looked so different
Your eyes they looked so cold
I want to say you've changed
But I don't think I know you at all
I didn't know your smile
Or they way your eyes lit up
I don't know who you are
Or who you are trying to become
The truth is you're a cold monster
And your words are mostly lies
And you play with the people who most love you
Because you're insecure inside
I loved you with a passion
A fire so strong I got burned
But the truth is after it all
I knew I was going to get hurt
Your face might still look pretty
And your hands might feel the same
But the truth is there is no circulation
Going to your brain
Because honestly, you are dumb
An imbecile infected by stupidity
And if you thought with the right head
You would've actually wanted me
Let's face the facts
I am now gone
Only because I realized
That I we were barely holding on
So I let go,
And ran as fast as I could
And found the next boy who was ready to love me,
Like he should.
He saw the beauty in me
And he loved the sound of my laugh
He didn't think my thoughts were weird-
In fact, it was opposite from that
See, this boy- he gave me butterflies
He made me love the world
But you- you tainted my eyes
To clean the mess that you have spilled.
