Mistake

Chapter 4

Aria's POV

•Emily Hanna Spencer and I were in the hospital. Ezra was on the surgery. It started to get really late

"Hey guys I should really go home. I'm starting to get really tired and my mom called me hundred times. I'm sorry Aria. I hope he gets better." Hanna said. Tears were still going down my face. I couldn't stop them

"I hope so too. Thanks for coming." I said and hugged her

"Han can you drive me home too?" Emily asked

"Of course. Spenc you coming?" Hanna said and Spencer looked in me

"I'll be fine. Go." I said using her hand in mine. I gave her a weak smile. Then they left. The doctor walked out few seconds later

"Aria Fitz." He said

"That's me." I said getting up to him. When he arrived they said that only family members can get his results so I introduced as his wife. And I like the sound when someone says Aria Fitz. It matches perfectly

"Mrs Fitz... I'm sorry but Ezra Fitz didn't make it. He died during the surgery and there's nothing we can do to save him." The doctor said and more tears went down my face. This isn't happening

"This can't be true. I want to see him." I said with tears going down my face like waterfalls

"I'm sorry but we're not allowed to let you see him." He said

"What?!? I'm his wife I have all rights to see him. Where's he?" I yelled

"I'm sorry Mrs Fitz but I can't tell you that." He said

"STOP SAYING THAT YOU'RE SORRY BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT!! AND NOW LET ME SEE HIM!" I yelled so everyone could hear me

"What's going on?" I heard Spencer saying. She came next to me and I just hugged her

"He's... He's... He's..." I started but I couldn't finish the sentence. Spencer started to rub my back

"Shhh it's okay. Shhh.." She whispered trying to comfort me

"And... And they're not letting me to see him. I need to see him." I whispered

"What? You have to let her. You need to let her." Spencer said to the doctor

"I'm sorry but we're not allowed to do that. I can lose my job for that." The doctor said

"And if you don't let her I'm going to make sure you lose your job and you won't be able to find any other. Not in this country." I heard Spencer's mom

"And you are?" He asked

"Veronica Hastings." She said shaking the hand with him "and now let her to see him or we'll go and ask judges what they think about it." Mrs Hastings said

"I'm not allowed to let her in his room." The doctor said

"Read the law first and they say what you are allowed to and what you aren't." Mrs Hastings said "Now let her see him or by tomorrow you're going to be sleeping in the box on the street." Mrs Hastings said

"You're not capable of doing that." He said

"You wanna see?" She asked

"Yes." He said. She put her phone out and called someone. Few seconds later the director of the hospital came

"Is there any problems?" He asked

"Yes there is. He's not letting her to see Ezra Fitz." She said and hearing his name made my tears to go faster

"Only family members are allowed to see him." That director said. Mrs Hastings looked in me

"And you are?" Director asked me

"She's his wife." Spencer said because I couldn't talk

"Then she has all rights to see him. Take her to him and I'm sorry for your loss." Director said. I hugged Mrs Hastings

"Thank you." I whispered and went in Ezra's room

I saw him laying on the bed. I came to him and interlocked our fingers. His hand was already cold. Colder than mine what was never the case. His hand would always warm mine. My tears stated to fell down

"Wake up Ezra. Please. I need you." I said crying

"You can't leave me. Not like this. Not now. We were supposed to get married and have kids. Get old together and tell our stories to our grandkids. Please tell me that you're joking..... That this isn't real." I said. I put my on his chest. There wasn't that heartbeat that used to calm me down. That I used to listen every night before I would fall asleep. I put my hand on his cheek and moved my finger across his cold blue lips that used to be pink and warm. His blue eyes were closed. I went with my hand through his hair. He still had curls in it. I put my hand back on his cheek. I leaned in to kiss him. Hopping this is some fairytale where the kiss from the true love can wake you up. I kissed his cold lips wanting him to kiss me back. Wanting to have one last kiss that only he can give me

"I love you." I whispered connecting our foreheads

"This is the part where you should use me in in your arms and swung us around so you're on top of me and say 'I love you more baby girl' and then kiss my nose or forehead while I'm laughing so hard that my stomach hurts. Why can't you do that? Why did you jumped in front of me? Why did you loved me so much that you thought that my life is more important thank yours? Well my life it's not important. At least not now when you're not in it." I whispered with tears going down my face like never before

"Honey?" I heard my mom's voice as I turned around

"It's time to say goodbye and go home." She said

"I don't want to say goodbye. I want to stay here. With him." I said. My mom came to me and slowly pulled me away from him

"It's time." She whispered and dragged me away from his room. From him. Why couldn't I die instead of him? I'm supposed to be the one dying at the first place. My mom drove me home and laid me in my bed. I used Pookie and laid Ezra's shirt next to me. That will always be his spot. Always and forever. Just like we promised.•

-Okay now I hate myself even more...

I'm so sorry guys I just realized that chapter 3 wasn't published so you have 2 chapters to read now 😅