Why do I feel like this?

Fourteen

Zane pov
I was lying on my bed thinking I dont belong anywhere in life. I whent down stairs to get my knife.
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Nobodys ever liked you
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You have no life
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You stupid emo
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You can't pick someone to love
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Travis
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Gene
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Kawaii-Chan
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When I stopped I just thought in my head "You little pice of.....No don't say it. I can never love I'm in love with three people and I can't even choose one. No matter what I will never love anyone."
By the time I finished up rapping my hand, there was a knock on the door. Ugh who is even that they are bothering me. I whent to open the door. And I saw her the pink cute girl, Kawaii-Chan.
"Hi Zane-Kun, can Kawaii-Chan come in?"
"Y-yeah s-sure." Really did I really have too shutter.
"So um Kawaii-Chan why did you come over?"
"Well Kawaii-Chan saw you leave the back door, so Kawaii-Chan thought she could bring you some yummy cupcakes to make Zane-Kun feel better."
"O-oh um thank you Kawaii-Chan." Again with the dang, shuttering good going Zane, good going.
I put the cupcakes in the kitchen when suddenly I fell on top of Kawaii-Chan but then I felt something touching my lips. ( I wonder what )
I was kissing kc but then she started kissing me back. I wanted to get up but kc kept on rapping her arms around my neck. But something else was weird I started picking her up still kissing her and bringing her to my room. We kept on kissing on my bed. Then I did something that I will soon regret.

DUN ,DUN HEHE CLIFF HANGER YOU ALL HAVE TO WAIT WHAT HAPPENS NEXT CHAPTER, YES I AM THAT EVEIL.

You thought I was done yet, obviously not haha fooled you all wrong.

WARRNING LEMON STORY NEXT READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.

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Zane pov
What happened next I soon regret on doing. While kissing Kc I took her shirt of leaving her bra on. Then she took of my sweater and shirt off. She was feeling my abbs she liked them. Then she got up closed that door, then the shades, turning of the lights. Kc told me to take everything off she wanted me naked. So I did what she wanted me too do. I saw a dark shade of red on her face then she took off her skirt, leaving her underwear and bra. She took them off putting them on the ground. I was blushing really hard. Then the jumped on me we started making out like crazy it felt good.

Nobodys pov
Zane and Kawaii-Chan kept on making out they whent back and forth. Zane like licking Kc neck trying to find her sweet spot. Kawaii-Chan started to moan hard wich ment he found her sweet spot. He whent up and down. While Kc was touched Zane's member he moaned really hard they where having a lot of fun. Zane lick Kc lips for an entering she let him he started to explore her mouth everything. After a while they stopped and started to fall asleep then Kc said "I love you Zane~Senpai." She fell asleep. But for Zane those word got stuck in his head thinking. "I just really did that didn't I....yes I did I'm sure going to regret this sooner or later."

AHHHHHHHH ok I'm all over this chapter don't judge me. Yep I sure did put a lemon in this chapter but hold on soon other chapters will have them as well just to let you guys know. So yeah chapter 15 out, soon bye!!!!!!!