Why do I feel like this?

Sixteen

LEMON WARRNING READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. AHHHHHHHHHH. AND SOME @#%$ WORDS

Travis pov
Ok seven minutes at heaven starts now. I see Zane blushing super hard so am I, well better then nothing right now. I start pulling his mask of my lips getting closer to him, my eyes starting to close. I feel the air closing on us. 5...4...3...2....1. Our lips touch. I start to put my hands on his waist, he putting his hands around my neck. We start moving more on the bed then I pin him down getting rough with him. He dosen't mind because he is enjoying it I'm enjoying it more. Then I start taking of sweater and shirt, pants. Leaving his boxers. Then I started too take off my clothes, boxers last on. I start moving moving down to his neck trying to find his sweet spot. He starts moaning.
"T-Travis...." said moaning Zane
"Yeah?"
"Bite it I want to moan harder."
I do as Zane said I bite on his neck. He moans really hard. Its cute seeing him suffer. Than it comes to the big part. I start taking off both our boxers and I touch Zane's member he moans more. Then I start to lick it getting it all in my mouth (CRING). Then Zane said," Daddy f**k me hard now." (More CRING). I start listening to my master because I love him I do whatever he says. I start putting my member in his a** I move it up and down. Its good when this is inside of his a**.
"DADDY MORE F**K ME HARDER."
I went faster more and more I'm enjoying him saying daddy too me its my name for my little cupcake. We kept on going until the timer went of. It was over s**t I was loving this.
"F**k my a** hurts but it was worth it being with you Travis."
"Anything for you cupcake."
I'm going to say it to Zane right now.
"Zane can I tell you something?"
"Y-yeah."
"Zane I love you I'm so in love with you I been in love with you for years."
"T-Travis...I-I-I..."
I stop Zane before he says anything else by kissing him on his sweet soft lips.
"No need to tell me I know you love me back...come on lets go back down with the group."

Zane pov
Travis said he loved me I was about to finish my sentence before he stopped me. Ugh why is love hard I f**ked two people already. I love them both but I have to be with one, ugh I feel like crying and I called Travis daddy. This is why I hate love its hard to control. Me and Travis went back down seeing everyone asleep. Thank Irene they didn't hear us up there. I went to sleep. Around 12am I got a text message from Gene, great another person I have feelings for.
Gene-Hey Zane sorry for texting this late but I have something to tell you...
Zane-What is it?
Gene-I'm coming back to town but I'm staying there forever because out here its boring and I miss you.
Zane-O-oh thats amazing I cant wait for you too come back.
Gene-Yeah well I'm coming back in a week so yeah see you soon cupcake.
Zane-See you soon bye.
Well Gene is coming back and staying forever hmmm ugh now I have to deal with all 3 of them. Well I'm happy for now, I better get some sleep now I'm pretty tired....

Ok I know this was cringy but this is meth story so I do whatever I want. Next chapter out later this week. I'm doing good updating again I miss writing my story. So yeah next chapter out later this week, BYE!!!!!!!