If You Knew It Was Me

Baby

Would you still love me if I showed you

My scars?

The bruises?

What if i told you what i've been through?

Would you still love me?

Or would you be scared?

If you saw my thoughts you would understand

You would see the abuse, neglect, and worry

You would also see my soft, colorful inside

My colors, and personality

For who i am

Maybe you would see my heart?

Not just the wall i've put up for protection

I've been hurt to much to show my feelings

I can't keep going

What if,

I stopped?

I cut to much?

Ate all the pills?

Or drank all the bleach?

Would you notice or care?

Would you miss me?

Or move on to fast?

Would you come to the funeral?

Or just hide your feelings?

The only thing stopping me is

YOU

So baby, please, ask me how i am

Have a conversation without checking your phone

Please baby

I.Need.You