If You Knew It Was Me

Please

Please please please

Please let me in

Let me hug you and kiss you and all around love you

Please love me back

I really need a hug

Or some encouraging words

Maybe one day you'll realise,

That you shoul've said, "hey, are you o.k.?"

But you won't

You'll think

Oh she's smiling she must be fine

But trust me, im not fine

Im crying and dying all on the inside

Im raw and practically dead

Im just holding on to see you be happy

Once you are,

I'll say goodbye

So please,

Just say, " i love you, please dont leave" and i'll stay

You know i will

I'll do anything for you

But you wouldn't do the same

Please,

I love you

This one was dedicated to my little brother who is 9 and just now realising what a bad place the world is. I want to see him get married and have children and finally know, im only trying to help.

I love you P.