If You Knew It Was Me

Do you even know?

I dont even know anymore

Maybe i'll quit

I really want to

It's already hell

Why not go to the real place?

I'll watch over you

Make sure your safe

I'll scare away the monsters

Before they get to you

They got to me

And now do you see?

Theyv'e hurt me so much

I can't even breath

It suffocates me

I dont even feel the scars anymore

Maybe if once in a while you asked about me?

I'd be able to breath

Maybe we could study together

I dont know

Maybe its silly

To much to ask that i have some friends?

I dont know what its like to

Study with friends?

Argue over who pays the bill?

Just talk for hours on end?

Text until we fall asleep?

Watch old movies sprawled on the couch?

I dont even know what its like