Aia
The wind carried the familiar atmosphere of loneliness. Gloomy and pale it have become the sun which should be bright and pleasant and all seemed to gone hand in hand with the melancholy in the air I am breathing.
The fight is over - urbandub
When the fighting is over
Coz our mouths have just run dry
As our feelings get colder
Theres nothing to hold us now
Gave all this time just to be let down
Can you explain to me?
What has become of us?
With words released
We can never take them back
For all that were worth now
Not even pleading can save us
I know youll meet someone better
But would still think of me
If he cant hold you like I did
Would you run back to me?
Yes, I know this pain shall pass
Gave all this time still we couldnt last
Explain to me
What has become of us?
With words released
We can never take them back
For all that were worth now
Not even pleading can save us
How did we end this way?
Our promises thrown away
All the years we built, broken up
See it crashing down
I have to say
Though alone in this crazy sea of faces
Its still your face I wanna know
Explain to me
What has become of us?
With words released
We can never take them back
For all that were worth now
Not even pleading can save us
Cant save us now
With the sun defeated by grey clouds, Wednesday morning greeted me with such disgrace. My shattered heart made it felt worst, like it was heavily laid on my back; crushing the cold piece meat within.
Soon, these grey clouds above me will shed their tears, as if trying to empathize with my sadness. I've never been this scared in my life; I've never felt pain so intense and excruciating like this. Sobrang sakit. No matter how much I tried not to think of him, act like nothing happened and continue with my life, still, I ended up remembering the thousands of reasons why I must hate him and the other million reasons why I still love him despite the pain and shame.
My phone ring, reminding me of the classes I should attend.
Deym. 'di ba pwedeng holiday muna ngayon? Bakit naman kasi weekdays nakipagbreak si Oli, obligado tuloy pumasok at magpretend na okay kahit deep inside parang kandilang nauupos na ako. Di ba pwede um'absent? (pwede naman Aia, kaso lagot ka sa nanay mo. Remember, may best friend kang sumbungero.)
Sana umulan ng malakas tapos icancell yung classes! Wooooh. Pag ako talaga naging presidente, ipapatupad ko yung "1 month moving on leave" para sa mga broken hearted. Hohoho pwede din Araw ng mga broken hearted, o 'di kaya'y National Mourning Heart's Day. Jusko, just a day please L Gusto ko talaga muna mapag isa... to ponder things out. (Sus, if I know manonood ka lang ng anime! Heh, don't meh Aia)
Haaay. Wala ako sa hubog at ayos para pumasok. Bukod sa mugto ko pa din na mga mata (honestly mukha akong palakang pasmado), nakapilang anime na papanuorin ko at katamaran; pinakamalaking struggle talaga ang pagliligo sa umaga. Malamig na nga ang panahon at broken hearted pa, pati ba naman tubig malamig? Haaaaay. Cold water, colder heart. Go get a blanket and play that goddaman Charlotte. *gulong gulong sa kama* Fufufufufufu :3
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