I have no love, my soul in blackened, enlightened. All I see are a piece to my plan, I only care for her. Darkquesse. Everyone else is used to gain future domination. I do not love like he does, I do not care for love. Love is timeless, I have seen it, felt it, the piece does not fit in my equation, it is a mere tool for protection; I need no protection. I am Tanith Low.
I have destroyed, demolished and dissipated lives; souls. Every life I take is for a reason. I do not kill willingly. Unlike others... Unlike him.
I remember a time before this, I turn in my time, where I saw the pure in hearts, where life wasn't questioned as what it is. I went about life not knowing a motive, a reason to be; I now have one. My life was for others, for the good. What I see now isn't for the bad, it is a positive improvement to our current status of life. Without that motive I am as I was before; aimless, a wandering lost soul. Without her I have nothing.
I remember his love for me, I remember the feeling I had; how I would cherish this. I do not understand love anymore, he searches for me and maybe someday he will find a way to regain me from the darkest of my days, but it shall not be for the better, what I am doing is helping him; even if the love he has is too blinding for him to see. Do I still love this man? Yes, but my heart yearns off other things than his arms; things so important no one, except me could ever begin to imagine. I know now, how my life and love might still go on, in your heart and your mind; I'll stay with you for all of time. Because although I will never show it, I still love you...
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Dead love (Ghanith Fan-fic) (On Hold)
Fanfiction****CONTAINS SPOILERS**** After the remnant attack, Tanith Low is on the run with former enemy Billy Ray Sanguine. She is, however, faced with a problem that could change her life and existence forever: The good or the bad? Who will she choose? Base...