Something I've learned lately is to never expect. I've been becoming more familiar and adaptable to that concept. Although I had to drill it in my brain everyday until it stuck, I believe it has and that, I'm tremendously grateful for. I'm continuously having to teach myself things everyday for my own safety. It sucks that I have to do that, but with this fucked up and stupid thing called life, I have to and I also have no choice. Unless I want to be attacked emotionally and mentally, then I better keep on doing it. I can say though, I'm doing a hell of a good job at it. *pats self on back*
