The creation of humans has been deemed the best gift that could have been placed on this earth, but I object. We as people, hurt others, without a care. We torment and destroy each other emotionally and physically everyday, to only save ourselves. We as people feed off of validation, attention, and reassurance that we are important, but we do not receive it. Our minds, constantly putting down others and ourselves to the point where it is hard to function on a daily basis. Every human being, including myself, has mastered a certain something in life, destruction. Whether it's the destruction of other humans, animals, the environment, our world, we are still perfect at it.
I want, I NEED to be optimistic, and In fact I am on occasion, but the world and its people are making me think and feel otherwise. I try to be as optimistic as possible, because I don't want to ruin somebody else, even though I probably have, everyone has. I don't want anyone to be around such a negative energy. But I feel like my mind is constant negativity, causing a whirlwind every single day. What I think isn't nice, what I think isn't positive, and what I think isn't normal. But I try being positive, and so far I'm not doing bad. I've grown up around negativity, I live around negativity, so it has rubbed off. But I'm working on it.
So, just a few things I've learned; Don't trust, don't get attached, and certainly, do not rely. Humans are poop and they cause you to hate yourself and it just isn't worth it.
