TRAPPED - Hamilstory

Chapter 2

Alex's POV

(Time skip - three days)

It's been 3 days since I have come out to my friends and also 3 days since John has been missing. I miss him so much it's not even funny. No one knows why he left. He just ran away from home without a trace. All I can remember was how horrified I must of looked when the news came on...

(Flashback)

I was flipping through channels when I noticed something weird. It was John on the news! Wait, did something happen to him? Crap. What's happening? I looked at the title on the bottom of the screen and it said something that changed my life right then. 

"John Laurens missing".

 My heart dropped immediately. I ran out of my house and to Lafayette's grandmas house. 

I guess he saw the news too because he was on his front porch crying on his grandmas lap. I ran to him speechless and just looked at him. He had found out a while ago that I have a crush on John. I think Lafayette knows me better then anyone on this earth. I stumbled towards him and he looked at me and broke into tears. He held out his arms and I quickly joined them in their hug. I don't remember how long I was there but I woke up the next morning in my own bed. 

(Flashback over)

A tear went down my cheek and I made my way to the bathroom. Everyone in my foster home left me alone because they knew how much pain I was in. Except for this one kid, Bruce, said "awe your boyfriend ran away because he couldn't bare coming to school anymore to see you. Ha. He probably killed him self-" I punched him in the face before he said anything else. He fell to the ground and I stepped over him and walked into the bathroom. 

(WARNING! THIS MIGHT BE TRIGGERING!!)

I picked up my hidden razors and pulled down my sleeve. I looked at the many scars over my arm. This is why John would never like me back. This is probably why he left. I'm such an idiot to believe that there might have been a chance for us. I picked out my sharpest one. This one really had to count. This cut needed to be deep. So I did it and I felt all my worries drain out of my body.

(TRIGGERING PART OVER!)

Then I had a great idea. I'm going to get Hercules, Lafayette, Eliza, Angelica, Peggy, anyone that I need in order to find him. Don't worry John. I'm coming for you.