Hey yall, yall didn't reach the goal, but I'm not going to neglect the loyal fans who comment, so thanks to the people who take the time comment on the chapters I work so hard on , and take all day/days to write. Here's the chapter. Might be short.
Pj's pov ((Pedro Jr))
I was sitting here at this table looking in confusion. At the two twin toddlers, and her. I was confused as to why her and Dad had been flirting all night over dinner. As everyone talked amongst themselves, acting all kissy huggy, neglecting the elephant in the room. I felt salty asf, the only one mad, trying to chew on the food, it's delicious, no lie. But I wanted to keep being mad.
"Okay, is somebody going to say what's going on?" I asked dropping my fork swallowing my food.
"Well since you don't want to be patient.... Your mother and I are back together and she's moving in." My Dad said.
Are my ears deceiving me?
"What?"
"Your mother is moving in and we're-"
"No, I heard what yall said."
"These are you all little brothers Deshawn and Keshawn. Juan, you can take the basement PJ since Abby is coming out to stay with us, You and Chez have to share rooms."
"THAT'S NOT FAIR!" I cried.
"Pj stop being a little bitch damn, everybody tired of hearing you complain, okay she wasn't here! But she is now! Damn that shit old, she ain't going no where calm yo ass down.. You act like such a pussy." Juan yelled at me. Tears welled up in my eyes. I shoved my plate away and stormed upstairs to my room slamming the door, sitting on my bed staring into space.
They just don't understand how I feel, they just don't care about how I feel. No one has ever cared ! Now there's more kids.. She loves them more!
I was so deep in my thoughts I hadn't realized I was crying or that she had came into my room until she wrapped me into her arms. And I didn't push her away, I didn't cuss her out, I cried and I let it all out.
"Why do you hate me so much Pj? I'm sorry, I'm so sorry for everything I put you through."
"I don't hate you ma, I'm hurt, I'm upset with you, you left me. I needed you and you weren't there all the times I cried for you, all the times I wanted just to hear you talk to me, to hold my like this, how you used to rub thru my hair til I fell asleep. I love you soo much but you left me, you left so easy and just never came back for me, and it hurts to know you didn't love me enough to stay! You don't care about me! Why didn't you want me mama?" I cried as she held me tight cradling me like a baby.
"Pj, I do love you! I do, your my baby, I love you and I always have, I'm sorry I left you I was selfish, your my child, My first born Pj, I love you with everything in me and I SWEAR no matter what I will never leave you again. I'm so sorry and if I could rewind time I would and I never would've left yall hanging like that, I kept trying to gain the courage to just come back for yall but I was a coward, and I kept procrastinating until... I seen yall all grown up at the mall that day, I wanted to cry because I missed so much of yall lives, yall so grown, and I'm SORRY for not being there I swear but I'll never leave yall again I promise with all my heart."my mama told me crying with me.
"It's okay."
"I love you so much Pj, don't you ever forget that."
"I love you too mama." I said hugging her.
Aw They made up :) <3
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