Here I Am

Chapter 17 - Baby Boy

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Juan's point of View

"Juan I fucking hate you!!" Jarikah said as she pushed for our son.

"Baby I'm sorry." I said damn near in tears as she was squeezing my hand.  My mama and Dad was laughing recording the whole scene. 

"Come on Jarikah just one more push." The doctor pleaded.

Jarikah shook her head no. "I can't push no more."

"Come on baby, bring our boy home, you got this." I whispered into her ear rubbing her sweaty hair from her face.

Jarikah pushed her hardest clutching my hand for dear life and I could've smacked the fuck outta her it hurt so bad lmao , then I heard the cries of my baby boy.

"Would you like to cutt the umbilical cord Daddy?" The doctor asked and I grabbed the scissors and cut as the nurse instructed me.  After that they washed him and placed him in my arms.

"Hey little Dante, soy papá y  té amo.  You're so tiny, see mama over there? She just went through 7 hours of labor to bring yo bigheaded ass here, so , don't give her no trouble, okay?" I said talking to my seed letting a few tears be shed, I had so much love for him already and his mama.  He grabbed on to my finger and started smiling at me, I knew he'd be a goofy little boy. 

"Can I hold him yet Juan?" Jarikah asked tired, and jokingly, I laughed and carefully placed him in her arms. I hadda snap a few pictures because this moment was perfect and I couldn't love anyone more then I love These two people in front of me.

Dante Emilio Matias Diaz, And Jarikah Lashae Brown.  My life. 

"You okay baby?" I asked worried as her eyes began to droop involuntarily.

"Yeah I'm fine, here take Dante." Jarikah said weakly.

I grabbed our son and Sat beside her.

"I love you Juan, you and our son. I'm so glad that I have yall, all I ever wanted was family, and I got that with you." 

"No problem bae, stop talking like you ain't gone live a something."

Jarikah smiled. "I'm just saying, Im glad I have you and our son has the best father. "  

"And I'm going to always protect and provide for the both of yall."

"Promise?"

"Promise." I vowed then kissing her gently on the lips, Lil man sleep in my arms. 

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I smiled as I strapped My Lil man in his car seat then helped Jarikah into the car shutting the door behind her.

I got in and turned the radio  up a little and Trey Songz- One Love was playing and I started singing it to Jarikah.

"Bae why won't you pursue a music career? You sing so damn good."

"Is that what you would want me to be? A singer?"

"You have a gift."

"You could handle the tours? Being a way from me? Crazy obsessed female Fans all over me?"

"I ain't Trippin, you know what you got waiting on you at home."

"Owwwwe do you girl don't play." I laugh and she pinched me laughing with me.

"Real shit tho, I got my little man, and I got you, I can't go out the way my moms and pops did. Imma always be there to support you, Lil man and all of our other kids we gone have in the future."

"More kids?  Gahlee how many more you want?"

"7"

"7!?!"

"7." I laughed so serious.

"Well you must be Gettin those kids from somebody else? Cuz I can't push out no more of yo big headed ass kids."

" His head ain't even that big and if it is, that come from yo side, ole watermelon headed ass."

"But you love me tho." Jarikah smiled puckerin her lips.

"You so right tho." I said pecking her lips as we pulled up to our apartment. 

yall bouta hate me for next chapter.