Here I Am

.Chapter 18 - Many men wish death on me

Many men, wish death pon me

Juans point of view

         It was a weird day for me, it was my first official morning of waking up as a daddy, living in a house with my babymama and child. Its crazy, im on my two feet, im handling my shit. I woke up and just had this funny feeling in my stomach. I brushed it off quickly as i realize that my phone is ringing and ,my son is asleep on my chest. I quickly answered it, but it was too late Dante had already woken up and started to cry.

     "Hello?" I said into the phone while rocking D and started to make his bottle. Jarikah was knocked out.

         "Yo" Pj spoke back into the phone.

   "What it look like?"

   "I'm saying tho can I stop thru or nah? It's Friday, I'm tryna spend the night, Abby got her Lil friends here and Malia irritating me"

   "Shouldn't fucc her then."

    "pussy too good to let go, but she irritating."

   "Yeah, just stay strapped, this baby shit ain't no joke."

    "Lil dawd got you stressed?"

  "He'll yeah"

    "I'm on my way, I got what you need."

         "Haha yeah okay."

   "Gimme 30, I'm omw."

  "You saying that like you got a car, fuck you gone do ride yo bike? Roller skate, fuck outa here."

"Whatever nigga, mama bringing me. "

"Haha like I thought Lil pussy ass mama's boy."

"You mad ?" Pj said before hanging up.  I just laughed.

     "Damn little man you hungry." I said to Dante as he started to devour his bottle. He smiled at me a little and I started to burp him.  And no surprise he threw up on my shoulder.

"Euh Dante! That's a no no, don't spit up on Daddy."

He started laughing and I couldn't be mad I just started laughing too.   Jarikah woke up smiling at us.

"Give em here and go shower." She laughed reaching for him.

  "Alright, Pj spending the night, so If somebody knock it's gone be him." I tell her carefully placing our baby in her arms and going to jump in the shower.

  I let the hot water beat down on my skin, as I started washing my body I felt so relieved. My stomach was feeling all Weird inside, bad Weird.  I shook it off, my mama said It's just my nerves actin up now that I know I have a kid and always wanting to protect him comes with constantly being worried.

   After letting the soap rinse off my body, I began shampooing my hair. In the mist of about to rinse and repeat I heard a loud bang like something falling, I paused  and then i heard muffled screaming. I slipped out the shower and put on My Basketball shorts  leaving the shower on and slipped into my room grabbing my bat... because i dont have my gun and i still dont know who took it. 

  

   I started creeping down the stairs, my heart pounding in my chest, for the first time I was scared. I was scared because I knew in my stomach someone was dying tonight. I knew,my seed and the love of my life were downstairs and I could lose them both right now.  And it would all be my fault.

     I reached the livingroom only to have  a gun being pointed at my head. jarikah cried out from the spot on the floor she was at,  Dante had been placed on the couch and was sucking on his pacifier cluelessly.

"Suprised?" he smirked at me.

"This shit so unexpected can't understand why you would do this."

"Besides the extra money you've been getting, you stole my girl."

"So this over a girl are you fucking kidding me!?"

"You don't get it Juan,me and her had something before you came,bet she didn't tell you that did she?! "

  "We ain't have shit but a conversation nigga." kaykay cried from the floor.

  "Shut up ho!"

"Oh I see you're fuckin nuts" I said pushing him, dumbass ain't even take the safety off. I got as close to Kaykay and dante as I could. No one was going to harm them if I could help it.

I turned around and faced him.

"I thought we were better then this,  you really want to kill me over money and a girl?"

   "Trust no one lil cuz." he said.

   "I saved your life."

  "Now I'm taking yours."  Dj said before squeezing the trigger,  right after another shot went off.

Jarkiah had jumped in front of my bullet. Dj had fell to the ground with a bullet to the head, dead instantly,  behind him stood Pj... with my gun.

I dropped to Jarikahs side,  she was shot in the leftside of her chest.

"Jarikah ... baby you're goin to be okay." I said crying real tears.

"Pj call 911, get Dante and go upstairs. " I cried.

Jarikah smiled at me touching my face as she laid in my arms.

"Baby ... its okay... its okay... I .. love you and Dante.. raise him right Juan... take care of him like you said you would. I love you."

  " Baby just hold on you can make it,  you can make it,  you're going to live." I sobbed to the love of my life who was dying in my arms.

"Juan... I'm can't -"

  "I'll sing to you... I'm going to sing to you til the ambulance comes ... I'll sing what I first sung to you, remember bae? and you started crying after?" I said

"Yeah.. I remember" she said weakly.

" And I .... will never try to deny.. that you are my whole life... and if you... ever let me go I would die.. so I won't front... I don't need another woman... I just need you all or nothing.. cuz if I got that Then....... I'll be straight Baby... you're the best part of my day

I need you boo.... I gotta see you boo .....And the heart's all over the world tonight.... Said the heart's all over the world tonight

Woo oh yeah

They need it boo.... They gotta see their boo.... Said the heart's all over the world tonight... Heart's... all over the world tonight

With you [x5] Girl." I sang trying to keep it together but couldn't do nothin but cry.

"Be somebody Juan... I love you."

" I love you too Jarikah."

"I love you more."

"I love you more than I ever loved anybody." I tell her trying to keep her occupied and awake because her eyes were drooping.

"I love you more than life." she smiled before she closed her eyes... and like that... she was gone.
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awwwwwww comment

rip Jarikah

did y'all expect it to be Dj?

Pj had Juans gun? he killed Dj.

what's going to happen next?

ready for part 3?