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 ~Dove POV~

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Being pregnant is awful. You have back pains and your feet start to cramp up, all in all I hate this. I am officially two months along and this time it really feels like Sean' actually not talking to Midnight. I feel like I should have done this right when I found out they had a fling going on. The reason I found out he lied the first time was because she visited him at the hospital which means they still had a thing going on, but now he goes to his rehearsals since he's going on tour this Summer and comes back home at the exact time he tells me.

I'm glad Rochelle's finally gone because now Qua' sean can focus on his unborn child and I. The more he sees my little baby bump, the more he just wants to be around me. He is actually changing to become a real father, I'm glad to see him putting his childish behavior to the side. He finally got a haircut like I've been begging him to get because that nappy ass fro he had was working, but at the same time wasn't.

Night recently just fell outside and Qua' sean is supposed to be here by seven thirty. I fixed up some mac and cheese for him in case he was hungry since he's been rehearsing so hard for this  Triple Threat Tour. Summer is only two months away, so I only have eight weeks to spend with him which is short.

The front door opened and shut silently "Hey babe, I'm home" I heard him say

I was in the kitchen getting something to drink when he crept up on me, hugging my waist. He kissed my cheek causing me to smile.

"You hungry? I made mac and cheese" he nodded and put down his duffle bag on the wooden counter

He sat down in a chair and began to chow down on the meal I placed in front of him on the glass table.

"Do you have any plans for tomorrow? You could attend class with me..." I leaned against the counter resting my hand on my little bump

He gulped down some lemon juice ending with a loud burp "Can't. The tour is in less than three months, so we have to be ready"

"Manners Sean" I folded my arms under my breast "It's okay though"

"But what's it's called.. you know, in case of an emergency" That's what I like about my man, he cares. I wrote down the address on a sheet of paper and the name- Baby and We.

I walked away to our bedroom. I laid on the comfy, fluffy, new blanket I brought and it was soothing enough to make me drift off to sleep within seconds.

The sun rays shined through the drapes and into our bedroom. I stretched over and saw that it was only eight in the morning. I took a quick shower and wrote down a quick note to tell him that I've gone out to my laboring class.

I drove to a nearby Krispy Kreme and waited for my bestie to arrive. I ordered a dozen glazed donuts and a latte to keep me company till she came.

"Ahhh chica, I haven't seen you in a minuto. Ugh I'm glad we are on break" she sat down, picked up a donut and sunk her teeth right into it.  "How have you been?" she said with her mouth full

"Well I'll just start by saying he was in shock for what I hit him with" she gave me a sort of confused look "Oh yeah, girl I am pregnant "

Her jaw dropped, she began to shake her head extremely fast which made her hair look like the hands of the Grudge trying to wrap around you. "Chica, levántate" I pushed the seat back and showed her my round belly "I can't believe I wasn't at least, the second person you told"

I rolled my eyes playfully "He was kind of on and off about it. He accepted the fact I was pregnant, then he denied it by actually thinking I would poke tiny little holes in the magnum. I ain't crazy, then he accepted it once more, but I feel like he still has something he ain't get off his chest"

"What did you tell him about the rubba?" she said with her strong accent

"Exactly what happened, the condom popped and the sperm found it's way into my body" I took a donut, taking a huge bite out of it "Rachel I really need your help now"

"Anything niña. What is it?"

"I need you to be a little flaky right now, but not now. If you can find a way to associate with Midnight, it'll get this weight off my chest"

"No no no. I don't like the bitch. The first day she saw me, she was already easing me and I don't do flaky bitches" she rubbed the back of her hand "Anything else?"

I sighed "Look Rachel, I'd do it myself if I were not in this position. If you can't do this then what are we friends for?"

She sighed and changed her mind "Fine, I'll do it" she groaned

"Okay here's a list of the things I need you to find out about her" I slid her a yellow notebook sheet list and she glanced over it "If some of the things seem vague, exaggerate, make it believable" I smiled

"You are evil that's why I love you" she got the box of donuts and stood up

"I love you too" she hugged me and rubbed on my baby bump

I opened the door to the house to find Sean sitting up on the couch with his feet stretched across the crystal coffee table.

"I thought you had practice today?" I placed my purse on the hook then walked over to him

"I did, but it was cancelled. So where have you been?" he didn't take his eyes off the television

"I um, left you a note. Did you find it? I placed it on the nightstand" I sat down fixing up my dress

He was quiet for a moment and all you heard was the sound of Nicki Parker chasing after the professor in the living room.

"I went to your baby class and you wasn't there" he yawned and continued "made me look like a fool"

"I didn't sign up for it yet, but I will"

He chuckled and shook his head "You better not be carrying no other nigga seed or I'll end you where you stand. I'm giving up a lot for you and this baby and I damn well be seeing some results." he got up without saying another word, after a minute I heard the bedroom door shut loudly which startled me a bit.

After I kept hearing nothing, but silence developing in the house I couldn't help, but to contemplate with myself. I was rubbing on my belly, pacing the room, and talking in a whisper. Anyone who seen me doing this might have want to put me away for a long time.

"Dove, Dove, Dove do you really want to go through with this?" I looked up at the ceiling nervously "What if, what if. Don't let no one intimidate you, don't... wait what am I saying? I need to find out a way to get a..." I heard a bang, so I looked up the stairs, but no one was there. I continued having this argument mentally since maybe Qua' sean could be eavesdropping, but eventually  I fell asleep only to think about everything that I have built falling apart.

Sorry for the short chap... Just giving yall some insides on Dove. I know ya'll hate her.