ADDICTED

Addicted- Slipped Up

.Slipped Up.

.Addicted.

I haven't been out my crib for two weeks and Dove has been taking good care of me and also my momma. She comes to checkup on me everyday to see if my face is getting better and to give me some home made remedies. I was a mess, I looked like my face got ran over by a motorcycle and two elephants. I was pissed off, but I didn't want to even think of it.

Paparazzi caught a few pics of me coming out my car the day I came home freshly bruised and it's been all over the internet. They even photo shopped a few to make it seem like a buff, redneck dude at a bar knocked me the heck out and the blood was just squirting out my mouth. That is the story I told when my Instagram, Facebook and Twitter followers asked me. I was wasted and got out of control.

Dove bought some baby monitors, but she started using them now because she wanted to hear me if she was far away. I rang the silver bell she gave me into the baby monitor and she answered.

"Yes baby, how may I help?" she said with a sweet voice when she answered on the monitor

"Yeah, I'ma need you to stop actin like Burger King and get me something to drink" I held the monitor close to my lips

She laughed a bit "Will that be all?" she joked

I looked around the room and my eyes landing on the ceiling. I don't know why, but it's like this ceiling had something in it. "Get your pregnant ass up here now" I said jokingly to hear her laugh again.

She came up with a cup of grape Kool-Aid and handed it to me. She sat on my lap, staring at my face and how hideous I looked.

"Babe, stop looking at my face" I fussed

"It's getting way better, I can definitely see my handsome Qua' sean again" she caressed my cheek

I looked at her sucking my teeth "Get me that lil' mirror" she handed it to me. I looked into it and realized the bruises and scratches were actually fading away. Thank you mama.

It was quiet for a bit as she stared in my green eyes. "What's up with you?" I asked taking another sip from the juice.

She sighed and rubbed her belly "I just want to find who did this to you, so I can send some people after him"

I would like to tell everyone the truth, but they'd question me. I don't want my life to get torn apart like Peter from Love and Hip Hop. I really love Dove and if anyone knew that I was with Midnight when this happened they'd make hella money off me.

"I wish I could find that nigga to, but that's just the way it is" I said rubbing her belly, then I thought of something "Bae?"

She ran her fingers down my chest, tracing her name over it. "Yeah?" she pushed her hair back and laid her head on my chest getting comfy.

"How come you never let me see you naked or take showers with you anymore? Do you think I'll judge?" I asked rubbing my hand over her hair

She shook her head not saying a word. "Than what is it?" I said.

"I don't like my new body and I bet you don't like it and I'm just imaging how you would react if you saw me naked during this. Would you faint" she clicked her tongue "or Nah?" we both laughed until I heard heavy snoring on my chest.

Since she got pregnant her breathing became very ragged which caused her to snore loudly as she slept. I was excited to be a father because I am financially stable and I'm in the right circumstances to be raising my own li'l Q. Q, that's what Middy calls me. I missed her, but I want to keep my distance until all the beef settled down.