Love At First Sight (A Cameron Dallas Love Story/Fan Fiction)

Chapter 22- Impossible -

Gracie's P.O.V.

(Present Time)

Dear Cameron,

It's been a while. When you come to think of it. I've seen so many pictures of you and those Magcon guys. I know for a fact that you probably won't remember me. You've obviously moved onto bigger and better things. I just wanted to say that I miss you. I don't think we're dating anymore. You kinda did leave without a goodbye. It pains me. I knew something bad was going to happen. Just like the first time, we drifted away. I'm sorry if I pushed you away. I would've never meant to do that. I've been doing these things lately. Although I totally regret everything. I can't explain all of that to you through this letter. It's not like you care anyways. This has to be my fourth letter to you in the past year. I don't want to think of it, but I know you arn't reading these. Or you're just looking at this and laughing with your Magcon friends.

Nothing interesting happened today. Just my daily routine. Of not moving. It actually shocked me. I didn't think I had it in me to write this letter. I've been in bed for a few months. I get up only when necessary. I couldn't help, but let the feelings that i'm having inside me take over. I'm broken and crushed. Heart broken. As if we went through a major breakup. Which we didn't. Unless that was your pathetic way of saying goodbye. Really. You have some nerve doing that to me. I've helped you so much. Yet you act like its nothing. You treat me like nothing. So go ahead. Hate me. Whatever. I might as well stop trying to contact you. You don't seem to care. I just want to let you know that I care about you. I truly do. If that wasn't the case, then I wouldn't be typing this. I'm done. Back to my daily routine. Something I'm not proud of. You wouldn't be either. But after all you've put me through. Everything. It puts my mind at ease. But that's all I'm stating. I'm not talking about this anymore. Goodbye Cameron.

Love, Your (ex I guess) Gracie

I moved the cursor over the send button. I took a deep breath before I clicked it. What have I done. Must've been pretty terrible for him to get rid of me so fast. It was like I was a piece of gum on the bottom of his shoe. I'm worthless to him. And as much as I want to feel the same way towards him, if not with more hatred, I can't. I didn't even notice I was so attached to him until he left without a warning. What had happened was, everything was going perfectly through our relationship. He was becoming more and more known over time and I was so happy for him. We had a strong relationship. In fact, the last day we were together, we had huge smiles on our faces. That day was the day that we realized we were serious about our relationship. We realized that when we said "I love you" we weren't two eighteen year olds messing around. We were serious. And it couldn't of been a more perfect night. The next morning though. That was horrible. I wish that night when I had fallen asleep, I wish I never woke up. Trust me when I say this, but that would've been so much easier.

That morning I woke up with butterflies in my stomach. I was thinking about everything Cameron said to me the night before. I had a huge smile on my face that morning. So big that my parents were scared of it. They claimed that someone switched their daughter with some psycho who constantly smiles. Of course I just shook my head at them. I quickly ate my breakfast, then went straight to the shower like a normal morning for me. I had nothing planned so I thought it would be a nice idea to surprise my boyfriend. I hopped out of the shower and basically ran to my room, throwing open my closet doors out of excitement. I had this new feeling in my body that morning. It was like Cameron had this new power over me and he didn't even have the slightest clue about it. I grabbed a pair of my favorite of black shorts, and a red tank top with the word 'Bro' in black on it. To complete my outfit I got my red vans and my snap-back. Today's outfit was a little different from others, but I still really liked it. I went back to the bathroom so I could apply my makeup. I didn't bother with foundation because every time I wear it I feel like I have another layer of skin on my face. I carefully put on my eyeliner, then I applied my mascara. With a small amount of lip gloss I was pleased with my makeup. I pulled off my snap-back so I could run the straightener through my curly brown hair. Once again I looked at the mirror and smiled at myself. I placed my snap-back on my head and ran straight down the stairs. I yelled goodbye to my parents and I grabbed my keys. With my burst of energy I managed to get to Cameron's house at a decent time. Although I wasn't supposed to meet him. So I guess it really didn't matter what time I arrived since they weren't expecting me. I walked up to the front door and I rang the door bell. I smiled proudly as the door swung open.

"Oh Gracie! I've missed you!" Gina (Cameron's mom) greeted me. She wrapped her arms around me and crushed me into a hug. I hugged her back, then pulled away smiling.

"Is Cameron here?" I asked. Her smile seemed to slowly disappear at my words. I furrowed my eyebrows together, not understanding her reaction. Wouldn't she say yes. Or just let me inside. Why is she resisting on explaining to me whats going on? Obviously something is up.

"Sweetie, Cameron left two hours ago. He's been planning on going on tour with his friends from Vine. Magcon. They left for their first stop in Texas." I stood there. My expression blank, as I tried to process what was going on. Cameron's gone. Without a goodbye. Wait. She said he was planning on it? So that means it wasn't forced on him. I bit my lip as I fully understood what was going on.

"You mean he didn't tell you?" Gina asked, with worry in her tone. I dreaded this. I knew things couldn't stay perfect. But this time it wasn't anyone who we didn't like. It was Cameron, who for the second time decided to ruin this relationship. I felt like my blood was boiling. I didn't understand how I could be so mad at someone who I claimed to be in love with.

"I have to go." I breathed out before I spun on my heels and ran to my car. I had tears running down my face. But the emptiness I felt inside dwindled down to just plain rage. I was furious. I had no other options, so what I had to do was forget Cameron. Just like he did to me.

But of course trying to accomplish that thought, was like trying to win the lottery without buying a ticket. Impossible.

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Woah. So um what did y'all think of the drastic change to this book?

Cameron is quite the jerk in this chapter. ;)

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