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Cameron's eyes seemed to gleam as the words slipped out of my mouth. They were true yet they held so much regret behind them. I know for a fact that everything is'nt going to pick back up where it left off. I'm certainly not going to allow it to happen.
"Since we never officially went through this I think now is the perfect time." I looked straight at him, his head tilted to the side in confusion. I bit my lip. To be completely honest, I have no idea who is going to be affected more by this.
"We should break up." I stated flatly. Not was I going to reveal how I'm actually feeling. Weak. Guilty. Depressed. Hurt. I clenched my fists together at my sides trying my hardest to remain calm. My emotions are mixed right now. As much as I want to go up to Cameron and slap him for being such an ass to me. I won't. The other half of me wants to tackle him and just repeatedly kiss his face. And we all know I'm not doing that.
Cameron stood still, almost like what I had said didn't register through his brain completely. His eyebrows did some type of weird dance. They shot up then furrowed together. All in all he seemed taken back from my statement. I watched him take a step back. His muscles tensed, but his eyes never once left mine. I looked into his gaze to see nothing, but hurt and confusion.
"But y-you just said." He shook his head. I knew what he was getting at. He was talking about how I just said I loved him.
"That just kind of slipped out." I said looking at the floor.
"Oh.." His voice trailed off leaving us with an uncomfortable silence.
"God this is awkward." I mumbled, scratching the back of my neck. I looked around and formed my lips in a straight line before I looked back at Cameron. He turned his head away looking anywhere and at anything except me. I stared at him intensely waiting for him to say something.
"You're serious arn't you?" He asked, finally meeting my gaze. I closed my eyes throwing my head back, sighing in the process.
"You're making this a lot harder for me." I looked straight at him again. I was seconds away from leaving so I could just go home and cry. "Yes I'm serious. I don't want this anymore then you do, but I really don't have any other chose. I've been on my own for the past few months. Maybe a little contact would've been nice. Just I think it's too late now. I'm really sorry Cam."
"This isn't how I wanted this to go. Gracie we can't break up." He stepped forward, out stretching his arms. I shook my head at him.
"I'm sorry Cam, but we're over." I turned around and quickly started running to the door. Tears were forming in my eyes as I pushed through the herds of girls. All the sudden I came to a brutal stop. Two arms found their way to my waist. I was spun around to face whoever it was. Within seconds I was being kissed, but I didn't kiss him back. I was trying to prove that we wern't going to work out so instead he kisses me? Does he think this is some kind of joke?
Through my tear blurred vision I still was able to make out a person in the back of the room. And the person was the one who I'd rather have kissing me. Because right now I was doubting my statement. But that left me with one question. If Cameron was over there.. Then who was kissing me?
Almost immediately after my thought I jumped away from the person's grasp pushing them as well. My eyes darted towards Matt who was standing in front of me.
"What the fuck!? Matt! What's wrong with you!?" I yelled. As of right now, I could care less if everyone in this room was staring at me. I literally just got out of my relationship and I was in no mood to kiss anyone. Let alone allow anyone to kiss me.
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Love At First Sight (A Cameron Dallas Love Story/Fan Fiction)
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