School Bus Lou {Larry Stylinson}

Chapter 20

Chapter 20

Harry *POV*

I haven't left my room since I got home. Nobody is home anyways. Even though it's been 3 days since Zayn just said what I was scared to.

This is all Zayn's fault!

But it's mostly mine.

I'm such a coward!

I scream in frustration and throw the pillow beside me, which has lost louis' scent, across the room.

Mum left a note saying she was going on a business trip for a week. So, I get to be alone where I feel share emotional pains slowly tear me apart. I heard knocks on my locked doors and many texts from Niall. He's worried and I wish I could just get rid of this feeling that's breaking my heart in pieces.

I want Louis....

But he's gone....

"Louis..." I whimper his name hoping he would hear me. Hoping he would come and see me. But reality was, was that I lost him.

I see my phone go off and I answer it without looking, "hello?"

"Harry? Harry are you okay?" Louis' worried voice vibrates through the phone.

"Louis I miss you..." I cough, "I'm so sorry Lou.. I didn't mean it I promise..." I cough again and again.

"Harry are you okay you sound sick?" He asks.

"I'm sorry.." I cough. I try to talk again but I end up in a coughing fit struggling to get air.

"I'm coming Harry. You'll be okay!" Louis says on the phone and I just continue cough.

Stupid dry throat.

I hear the door unlock and footsteps frantically running through the house. Soon enough Louis comes running into my room and kneels beside me. He takes my head in one of his hands and holds it up so I can get some water back into my dehydrated body. When the glass is empty he lays my head back caressing my hair.

"We still need to talk about you kissing Zayn.. But, I'm going to take care of you first." Louis mumbles looking at my every feature. "Let's start with a bath."

He picks me up in his arms and brings me to my bathroom. I watch him fill the tub with warm water from my position on the floor.

"Okay c'mere." Louis says softly. I crawl towards him slowly and he pulls my shirt over my head. He gasps probably noticing how my ribs stick out more then usual but unbuttons my pants nevertheless. "I'm going to get you something to eat..." He mumbles when my pants are off. He leaves the room and I manage to sit on the side of the tub so I can get my boxers off.

I slide in letting the warm water surround me and pour some bubbles bath into the water.

"I made you some eggs.." Louis comes in and sits on the other side of the tub before feeding me. "When your done these and another glass of water you have to go to bed and then when you wake up we will talk." Louis says and I nod before eating another bite.

When I'm done eating the eggs Louis leaves with the plate to go get the water. I let the water drain before wrapping myself in the towel and Louis comes in with the water. He holds it to my lips and lets me drink from it slowly. When the water is done he helps me up and to the bed where he tucks me in.

"I will see you when you wake.." Louis mumbles and I nod falling asleep.

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I roll over feeling so much better then I have been for the past 3 days. I smell louis' strong scent and I slide over until I feel a firm figure. I nuzzle my head into his chest whimpering until his arm hesitantly wraps around my body.

"Harry are you ready to talk?" He asks. I slowly open my eyes looking up at him and frown feeling my whole body droop.

"I didn't do it Lou... I mean I did kiss him back but.. Lou he scared me... I know I'm a coward and all these things are just excuses but... I'm sorry Lou I swear he forced it on me.. He pulled me into that closet and and I was going to tell you and and I-"

"Shh... Shhh.. Calm down Harry your going to start hyperventilating." Louis rubs my back as I begin shaking in sobs.

"Don't leave me Lou... Don't ever leave me.." I mumble trying to calm down into his chest.

"I'm not going to.. You have explained enough... Calm down baby.. Your fine..." He mutters putting his hand through my hair caressing it until I have calmed down completely.

"I'm sorry.. I'm s-s-so sorry.. I tried to stop him but he scared me.." My voice cracks.

"Shhh... Baby.. Your okay.. I understand now... I understand." Louis whispers softly. Louis and I stay like that for maybe an hour before Louis decides we should go to the kitchen to make some dinner.

I get up and feel wafts of wind around my whole body and I look down. My mouth falls open and I realize I'm completely nude. Right I fell asleep in a towel. My whole face goes red and I hurry to put on some boxers before looking back at Louis who has an amused look on.

"You know I put you to bed naked for a reason babe." Louis blows me a kiss and I blush looking away.

"Louis..." I pout still looking down.

"Awwww baby!" Louis says coming up to me and kissing my nose. "You know I love you." His face changes to a really nervous look and he begins to panic internally. "You know cause ... Well ... I uhmm ... Forget it ... Slip of the tongue."

"It's okay Louis... I l-love you too.." I blush and Louis smiles looking up at me. He pulls me to his lips giving me a passionate kiss that lasts a good 2 minutes.

"Dinner." Louis smiles.

We go downstairs to make dinner and nothing seems to make his smile falter all night. Literally.

I called him 'ugly' to test my theory and he continued to tell me how much he loved me.

I couldn't stop blushing all night. I mean seriously. Everything was;

'I love your eyes. I love your nose. I love your laugh. I love your smile.....'

And he carried on the long list and all I could do was giggle, blush and smile.

Louis*POV*

Oh gosh he loves me and I love him-

WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING?!

They're going to go after him if you keep this up.

Fuck.

But I love him so much....

But then again...

"If you love something let it go. If it comes back to you it was meant to be."

... I will have to let him go.

It's for the best.

I don't want him to be hurt because of my past and present.

I will let him go...

But I'm setting Zayn straight before.

That fucking ass!

He's mine!!!

Not for long.......