today is the day my mom found out that I'm suicidal..............and to tell the truth it took her a long damn time to finally realize that I'm not ok..................................................................................... its been 4 long painful years..............and she notices now?..................................................................................im going to ask to take me to therapy it will most likely fail they'll just give me a bottle of anti depressant pills and out the door I go. those pills will only make things worse maybe its better that I don't tell her to take me................... she'd just overreact and she just asked me if I wanted to die.....before that she forced me to give her my phone so that's how she knows this isn't going to work.........................
