Hey, its me again. I haven't been writing in a while so I guess this is an update with how my mental state is. I've been the same since the last time I wrote so nothings new I'm still contemplating suicide but I somehow just can't seem to commit I tried cutting, suffocation, pills, etc............ heh I sound so weak but what can I do? there's this one person who says he cares but I can't believe him I just can't.........he liked me once maybe it was to get over someone else yet he acts sort of different towards me....like he still likes me but he's so blunt about everything. I have to move on, anyway what I'm trying to say is that I'm trying to keep going in this life, this life that I didn't ask for but I'm still here writing to whoever reads this...
