everything is chaos
but in a way some may not understand
because the flowers are blooming
with shades as vibrant as your eyes
and your aspirations to cheat oblivion
everything is beautiful
but that can hardly describe it
because it's not just beautiful
it's heart wrenching
tear jerking
pull every stitch of me apart and break me
paint spilling from my veins
splattering like the blood on your bathroom floor
because beauty is chaos
and the chaos is inside of you
in every star
and poem
the chaos is that
one day the moon fell in love with the sun
and one day death fell in love with life
it is the chaos in destruction
that is beautiful
the destruction
of stars exploding
supernovas of vibrant colors facing oblivion
and poems thrown in bonfires out of impulsive anger
where embers of vowels sting my skin
everything is chaos
beautiful
heart wrenching
tear jerking
destruction of myself