I PROMISE...

Chapter Six

6:30A.M-9:00P.M on November 18, 2016

I have known Victor for about three weeks' now. He has helped me get my life on track. Whether it is relationship advice, or making me feel better about how life is at school he has been there. He told me that there was something important he needed to tell me at school today. I am worried about what it could be.

For my outfit I choose to wear a green dress with a leather jacket over it a pair of black boots and a bow and arrow necklace. I decided to curl my hair for today. I thought I looked good. I walked into the school ready for the day. Today I was not worried about anything. At all.

By the time lunch came around I had passed a test in first, took notes in second, and a paper in third. I was so ready for lunch. I walked through the line and sat at a table. Eva and Rachel, of course, ate lunch with me. I was not expecting Victor to sit with us but he did. I was happy to see him.

During break, I went over to talk to Harvey and see something I was not expecting. He was kissing another girl. He told me that he cared about me. He said that he loved me. How could he. How could he! I cared about him. I loved him. Why? Why me?

"How could you cheat on me? After everything that I tried to do to keep us together. After everything!" I yell. "I mean I should have expected it. I mean it is you after all".

"I can explain", he begs. "It's not what it looks like. I promise"

"LIES" I yell. "I'm done with you. I am done with us. We're done". I did it I broke up with Harvey. I feel a little bit better but it hurts. I dated him for about a year. I thought that he actually cared.

I walked home after school and went straight to my room. I did not want to be near anyone. Eva and Rachel texted me to ask if I was all right. I told them what happened. They tried to cheer me up but it did not work I just wanted to be alone. I fell asleep around 9:00, crying.

I dreamed about being all alone. Something that I now was. I was alone in a forest. The woods were caving in on me. I could not move. My legs were roots. I began to panic. I screamed for help but no one came

. No Victor, Eva, Rachel. No one. I began to cry. What does this mean? I am terrified.

I wake up crying. Why does everyone hurt me?