Perfect. ( Punk Niall) 2016

Chapter 15: My Monster...

Warning!!! This chapter gets really emotional!!! keep tissue close!

Songs for this Chapter:

The Monster- Rihanna and Eminem.

It's Time- Imagine Dragons.

It will rain-Bruno Mars.

Niall's POV:

I hear her voice in my head as I pushed harder. She told me that I was a wimp, a pussy. That I didn't know how to protect her. That I'm weak, that's my monster..Her. She's my everything, my strength, my love, my feelings, my heart. And now she my monster....

She makes me wanna be someone better. That I need to pull my head out of my ass and figure myself out. She makes me wanna rip out my heart out and give it to her to keep. I want to pour everyone of my emotions into her. But I'm not good with my emotions, hell I fucking suck at being romantic, most of my idea's come from Harry. But she makes me wanna be romantic and sappy and shit. FUCK I sound like a girl. Do I have a pussy....nope still a dude. You look at those couples, where the guy is totally whipped and you feel bad for the guy, but I don't mind if people ever think I'm whipped. Cause one I can beat any guys ass, and two if Sarah's my prize then I don't care if im the most whipped guy on the planet.

I noticed how hard I was hitting the boxing bag and turned around to start lifting weights. I pushed myself harder and harder, making my muscle weaker with every push. My eyes shift to the ground only look at the hard linoleum floor pushing myself to do exercise after exercise. When I finally finished, I walked into the locker room. No one's here usually on Saturdays, I striped down and got into the showers. I relaxed as the warm water moves against my shoulders and chest. I got back out after washing my hair and myself. I slipped my extra pair of clothes on. I put on my socks and supras and raced threw the halls to my car.

"Niall!" I heard someone yell before I could race off. I turned around to see Gemma, Harry sister.

"What's up Gem?" I asked impatient.

"I was wondering if you could drop me off at Harry's?" she asked and I nodded.

"I have to stop by my house first, I have to see something." I say when really I wanted to see if Sarah was there. I raced me and Gemma to my house. I stopped noticing Sarah's car in the drive way.

"Who's at your house Niall?" Gemma asked.

"My girlfriend." I say smiling at the thought of her.

"Aww Niall's got a girlfriend!!" She cooed. We walked up the two steps to my front door. I opened it and got into the kitchen sitting stuff down. Gemma's behind me, she trips and beings to fall so me being me I grab her before she falls. So now were in the position of a dip in slowing dancing.

"NIALL FUCKING HORAN!" I heard a angelic voice scream in anger.

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Sarah's POV:

My mom approved, I sat there dumb-shocked, but after a minute the thank you's rolled off my tongue. I raced to my car driving to his house. I walked up his two step to his door and pulled the extra key out of the pot that was sitting next to the door. I opened the door, smelling the smell of him, it smelled like the good kind of axe and pine. It always smelt amasing. I walked up the stair to Niall's room, were I cuddled into his sheets. I snuggle my face deep into his pillow, then I heard noises from downstairs so of course I ran down the stairs to see my Niall and some-some slut in a dipping position as if they just kissed.

"NIALL FUCKING HORAN!" I screamed and at first he smiles then goes straight to blank and holy-fuck-cakes.

"Sarah its not what it looks like!" Niall quakes stepping closer..

"REALLY! CAUSE IT LOOKED LIKE YOU JUST KISSED AND FUCK NIALL! FUCK! I TRUSTED YOU! I LOVE YOU AND THIS IS WHAT FUCKING HAPPENS! I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO MY MOM!" I scream at him pissed.

"Sarah, baby girl I know your just mad please calm down. I do love you more than anything-"

"Niall" the slut spoke up. "I have to go see my brother, like you promised."

"FUCK! Gemma I can't deal with this right now!...Take my car and have Harry bring it back." Niall say throwing keys towards "Gemma" and she leaves. Which make me only a tiny bit more calm.

"Sarah you know I love you. Your the one person I can open up to! YOUR THE ONLY FUCKING PERSON IN THIS WORLD THAT GIVES A FUCK ABOUT ME! WHY IN THE FUCKING WORLD WOULD I CHEAT ON YOU!!!"He screams and I'm done, I cried. tear sprang out like sparks when me and Niall touched.

"Niall I love you soo fucking much why? And with Harry sister?" I asked confused and tears still spurring out of my eyes.

"Sarah! NOTHING HAPPENED! she tripped and I got her! She's Harry's sister...hell she's like my sister." he winces thinking about her. I cant take the lies, I walked towards the door when I heard something.

"If you ever leave me, baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
'Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don't have it anymore.

There's no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor (Ooh)
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm makin'
To keep you by my side
To keep you from walkin' out the door.

'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it'll rain, rain, ra-a-a-ain

I'll never be your mother's favorite
Your daddy can't even look me in the eye
Ooh, if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing
Sayin' "There goes my little girl
Walkin' with that troublesome guy"

But they're just afraid of something they can't understand
Ooh, but little darlin' watch me change their minds
Yeah for you I'll try, I'll try, I'll try, I'll try
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
If that'll make you mine

'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it'll rain, rain, ra-a-a-ain

Oh, don't you say (don't you say) goodbye (goodbye),
Don't you say (don't you say) goodbye (goodbye)
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
If that'll make it right

'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
And just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it'll rain, rain, ra-a-a-ain"

Niall sang and walked closer to me, till he was right in front of me.

"Sarah your the only girl I want. Your the only girl I'll ever need, I promise you right now that I never ever will cheat on you. I didn't today. I know you have issues with trusting people and letting people in. I have the same damn problem. But we'll get threw this ju-just don't walk out that door." Niall eyes clouded with tears and some slip and fall down his beautiful cheek. He's beautiful even when he cries.

He's my monster, my everything, my strength, my love, my feelings, my heart. I can't give him up..

I let go of the handle.............................

(A/N); Not very long chapter sorry loves! But thanks so much for the support! Please Vote&comment! Please tell me what you think! Goodnight loves!!~Sarah