Perfect. ( Punk Niall) 2016

Chapter 19: Niall's reaction...

Song's For this Chapter:

Bring Me to Life-  Evanescence

Sarah's POV:

I waited for Niall to give me some reaction to what he was thinking weather it be in his eyes or the look on his face. But I got nothing just a blank look with his mouth slightly open staring at me, like I was going to break any minute.

"I'm going to fucking kill him." Niall finally states with a cold look in his eyes. I shake my head.

"No Niall he's not worth it. He was sent to jail for it, I haven't heard from him sense."

"He's out Sarah....He- I don't know how to tell you this without you getting mad at me." Niall trails off at the end and stares at the corner of the room for a while.

"How long has he been out and how do you know?"

"You know how I said I had worse anger when I was younger.." I nod and he continues. "We'll I wasn't the smartest tool in the shied. I-I was in a gang. It took me a year to get out. I was in Lucas's enemy gang...." I shake my head trying to clear my thoughts.

"Anything else?" I asked bitchly.  

"I was the gang leader..Me and Lucas have been enemy's sense the freshman year. We always fought against each other weather it be about girls or money or cars. We always would go against each other. Sarah I knew you in a sense....I didn't know your name..All I knew is that you were Lucas's world then he went to jail. But I swear I didn't know you were that girl till now. And it doesn't change how I feel about you." Niall stares into my eyes trying to force my reaction. The tears well up in my eyes.

"Niall do I even know you?!?" I asked getting louder with my tears slowly beginning to fall.

"Yes! Sarah you know more about me than anyone on the fucking planet! Even the fucking boys don't know everything you do!" I breathed in shakily.

"Niall....."

"Yes.."

"Have you ever killed someone?" I asked.

"Out of defense...Yes I have." I gulped.

"How-How do I know that you won't hurt me?" I asked quietly. Niall moved so fast I had no time to react. He cradles me in his arms.

"I promise. I will never ever do what Lucas did. He will rot in hell for what he did I'll make sure of it." Niall grips me tighter into him, and I find myself snuggling closer to him.

 "Sarah I promise, I'm nothing like him. I wont ever hurt you like that. Please don't be mad at me for not telling you about me." Niall pleads. I nod my head and cuddle closer to him.

"Niall..when did Lucas get out?" I asked shakily.

"Yesterday." I start to shake.

"He's going to come for me...." I cry readily.

"shh...he wont get near you. Not as long as im alive." Niall cooed.

"Niall what are you going to do................"

(A/N): Sorry for the shorter chapters!! I've been writing these during the week and I don't have that much time to write them! I promise i'll write a really long chapter soon!! Anywhore, Vote&Comment, 3 votes and 1 comment and i'll update!!~Sarah