Perfect. ( Punk Niall) 2016

Chapter 29: A Flashback and A anwser.

*FLASHBACK*

Songs for this Flashback:

Scars- Papa Roach.

Show Me- Kid Ink feat. Chris Brown.

Sarah's POV:

 My hands go in circles as I traced down my blanket. Today is grad day! *Note Sarcasm* Aiden's been crying all morning and right now I just want to tell them to send me my diploma in the mail. But the truth is I have to go, I'm valedictorian and I have to make my speech, which I still haven't written yet.   I tried to get up and stop the tears that are slowly coming down. I snake my hand up and wipe them off  my face. I grab a piece of paper and start writing. I write every single thought about the future. I write in till my hand hurts, I slowly stop after the last couple sentences. I walked into my bathroom and take a shower. I sit and think about my future, about trying to find someone other than him. I shake my thoughts of him before I start the memories of us. My mind is going in circles lately, get up, wake up Aiden, get dressed, get Aiden ready, eat, go to school, come home, homework, play with Aiden, eat, put Aiden to bed, sleep, and then repeat. I have no time to think of him and that's how its going to stay. I get out of the shower and wipe myself off. I put on my robe and start blow drying my hair. Once I have it fully dry, I walk to my room and get out shorts and a tank top to wear for right now.  I go to my bathroom, once again, and start on my hair. Once I finish my hair I move on to my makeup. *Outfit/hair/makeup in the comments*  I put on my dress and heels and walked out of my room and down my stairs.

"Aww Honey! You look beautiful!" My mom shouts.

"Thanks mom." I see my best friend coming next to me in a red lacey dress.

"You look lovely." I smile, its fake and everyone knows. I haven't smiled for real sense He left in less I'm around Aiden. I read threw my speech that was in my hands.

"Its a beautiful speech Sarah. Don't let Him ruin that." Trinity says in my ear, I just nodded before my mom orders all of us into the car. My mom drives us to my high school is like everyday. Aiden's sitting next to me smiling at me and giggling. I smile at my little munchkin. We arrived, and I hurried to get me and Aiden out of the car. We walked to the graduation space. It was the huge football field, I remember Prom. No Sarah stop. I scold myself before I hand Aiden to my mom and walk with Trinity to the line. They give us our cap and grown, and we put them on and get into our seats. Our principle, Mr. Smith,  gets up on the mic and starts talking some bullshit about how amasing this class is, when im pretty sure he doesn't know half the kids in this classes names. He gives out diploma and then I see him. Niall standing there getting his diploma, tears well in my eyes, as our eyes connect. He mouths 'I'm soo sorry', before exited the stage. Mr. Smith calls everyone then gets them to calm down.

"Now on to Your Valedictorian! Miss. Sarah Ray!!" Everyone clasps and some people holler. I get up to the mic.

"Um Hey. I didn't really know how to start this because I was too busy thinking about the fact that high school is done. I don't know a lot of you, I moved here half year, and i'm almost positive half of you are pointing at me saying something like ' Ummm whose that girl.'  When  Mr. Smith already pointed it out. Thanks Mr. Smith." I say with sarcasm and a thumbs up and they all laugh. " Now that we're growing up, we'll figure things out like why is the sky blue, why Algebra is important or totally useless, why Mrs. Lillian forces us to not chew gum like ever." I say intimated Mrs. Lillian, getting I few more laughs. " We'll get our heart broken, probably more than once. Wink, wink girls that one was for you mostly." I get more laughs at that. "And every time we get our heart broken it might hurt even more every time. And every time that happens, we grow a little more." There was a silence. " We'll come home and think we know everything. Seriously parents don't even try to tell us anything. Not even 'Honey are you sure buying a 2,000 dollar T.V. is a good idea' cause the answer will be 'Mom im going to college, I know what im doing.' And you know its Mom telling us this, cause Dad would be encouraging you. And tell you to move it into his garage." There was another burst of laughs in the crowd. " We'll learn to appreciate time, cause most of the time it goes by way to fast. we'll take pictures off our friends passed out on the toilet and then hack their Facebook and post it, just to be funny. We'll learn to live life in the moment cause in reality, we don't have that much time. So parents be proud because I think this generation is going to be the most amasing. So congratulations Class of 2014 we made it!" The crowd cheers and caps fly into the air. I smiled and walked down.