Pretending Is The New Dreaming
It's unreal
The way I feel
Like it's all a dream
And reality is unseen
Maybe I'll wake up someday
And I'll have a smile to display
I'll no longer have pain
And maybe I'll be sane
If this really is a nightmare
Then I have no real despair
My reality is fake
And I have made no real mistake
But I know that this is real
And that my scars may never heal
I have to deal with it
And put up with the bullshit
Because if I keep pretending
Then I'll stop my wounds from mending
