"sunghwa, i'm...pregnant."
i spilled the news faster than when jay pulled out after i told him i wasn't on birth control.
"when did you know?"
his face was impassive, unreadable.
"three months ago. it's starting to show, so i decided to tell you now."
"but why did you wait?"
"i know how you feel about kids, and with all your work..." my voice trailed off, a gnawing fear growing in my chest with each word.
"does it matter? i'm a dad now!"
sunghwa broke out into smiles and smothered me in a hug.
"i'm... i love you, {y/n}."
i tried my best to smile and match his enthusiasm, but the fear was still embedded in my heart.
"i love you too, sunghwa."
the words felt empty to my ears, but he only got happier and kissed my cheeks.
"i'm going to be a father! this has to be one of the best days of my life!"
more guilt-filled words escaped my mouth.
"i'm glad you're taking this so well."
"of course! what kind of parent would i be if i didn't accept everything about you and our child?"
our child.
"sunghwa, there's-"
"hold on, i gotta tell the boys real quick!"
"but-"
sunghwa was already out the door before i could tell him i didn't know whose baby it was... and how it could be the best friend he was so eager to tell his good news to.
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closed-minded ♧ jay park + gray ♧
Fanfiction❝i thought, that entire night, if you really did love me those five years, or if it was a flimsy excuse for appearances as you stopped loving me and started loving someone else.❞ \\\ she's having twins, and they aren't his. her baby daddy still...
