Chris' POV
We went to Starbucks and you could really tell Ash had something on her mind, i knew it was her mom, i know how horrible it was losing a loved one especially her mom. it was hard on everyone, Rose, me and the guys had just started to get to know eachother, plus it was the first time i'd met Ash, since i met her at school then spent like a month staying at hers then this happened. She hasn't been herself since we left to go out and that was nearly two hours ago.
"Baby? Are you okay?" She was circling the top of her cup looking down, "Sorry, yes baby i'm fine"
"ya know we can go home, you seem really out of it" i'm starting to get kind of worried about her being so quiet, maybe i'm over reacting like normal.
"hm, yeah i guess, i could use a rest" she looked up at me with her big blue eyes full of sadness. "Come on" I helped her up and took her to the car, it was a silent car ride until she actually spoke up.
"Im sorry i'm being a mardy twat" She chuckled "I've just been thinking about mum that's all" I took her hand but focoused on the road "You haven't it's fine baby, you just need some sleep i think" she just halved smiled and held my hand until we parked in the drive way when she pulled me into a tight cuddle in the car, "I love you Chris" she sniffed "I love you Ashley"
Ash's POV
Everything this morning had gotten to me, all i could do was cry, when i feel like i'm going to cry, when someone hugs me i cry evern more, but i just needed to hug Chris and tell him that I love him, i feel like i don't show it enough.
"I feel like i don't show it enough though" i said pulling away. "You may not feel like you do, but you do show it baby, loads, and I love you so much aswell, so much you wouldn't believe" he said wiping the tears that were running down my face. I smiled and wiped away more tears.
"Baby don't cry, let's get you in bed" he said hugging me then getting out the car, I took off my seatbelt and got out the car as I breathed in the cold air, somehow it made me feel better, Chris was waiting for me at the door, before I got to the door I felt something fall on my head and shoulders. I looked up and saw big fluffy white pieces of snow falling all around me.
"Babe you oka.. SNOW!" Chris shouted as he started to spin in circles catching snow in his mouth. I for one loved the snow, it's so quiet and peaceful and it instantly makes me happy! "Isn't it beautiful" I shouted spinning around as I felt Chris pick me up spinning in circles.
We played like children in the snow for hours, it's getting pretty deep now so we headed inside to get changed since we had a snowball fight, "Ash? Are you feeling any better" Chris spoke as he was trying to prise my top off. "Yes baby, I feel so much better, I've had my mind taken off things" I mumbled as my top was over my head, it's not coming of since its soaking "uh ash your top, do you need it?" I could hear the smirk under his breath, "I don't like it much...why?" I heard him go away then come back snipping scissors, "Good because that top isn't coming of without a fight" he said cutting me free.
"Why you saved my life sir, how ever could I repay you?" I dramatically acted holding my hands over my heart.
"Why you can get your little ass in my bed and we'll see from there" he walked towards me taking off his t-shirt. I giggled as he spoke, he tried to sound serious but failed miserably.
He snaked his cold hands around my waist as mine went around his neck as he crashed his lips into mine hard, it made me jump how cold his hands were but my body heat soon warmed them up, we stumbled towards the bed and you can probably guess what happened next.
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The next day I woke up but Chris was no longer by my side, instead I could hear singing down stairs, I sat up realising I was completely naked which made me smirk remembering what happened last night.
FLASH BACK
"Baby, I'm no good at this position I'm too small"
"Baby you're good at it, you wouldn't believe" couldn't really hear him since he was breathing really heavy, obviously he liked it so it made me happy.
"Wanna try this?" He suggested rolling me over, a bit too far, we both rolled off the bed and on to the hard floor. Everything was silent until we both looked at each other and burst out laughing! "Or not" Chris smirked
END OF FLASH BACK
I was giggling to myself as I got up and put on Chris' t-shirt from last night and headed downstairs.
I could smell pancakes as I walked through the living room to get to the kitchen to find my gorgeous half dressed boyfriend, he was wearing plaid pj bottoms with no shirt, he as humming the tune of asleep by The Smiths.
I cleared my throat and made him slightly jump, he giggled before turning around and coming over to me, he kissed my nose and the top of my head before going back to the cooker, "nice hair by the way" he smirked, I felt the top of my head and it was sticking up.
"Why thank you, you too" I said walking over to him ruffling his hair.
"Do'ya want a brew?" I said trying to reach to mugs out of the cupboard.
"Sure baby, If you could reach" I felt him behind me reaching for me grabbing two mugs.
"I'm too small remember?" I giggled smacking his bum and going over to boil the kettle
"Maybe, but you were good last night" he said as I felt two arms around my waist. "Ha! Until we fell"
We both laughed as he went back and put pancakes on two plates as I bought both mugs over to the table. We both sat down to eat. "you still drink out of the same Transformers mug every morning, since the day I met you and bought it ya" Chris said smiling
"Of course I do, it's like the best mug ever" I said taking a sip
"You've always drank out the Misfits one I bought you"
"Because amazingly perfect, just like you"
I blushed so hard, damn he always makes me blush so much.
He smiled.
We sat and ate pancakes and talked about our memories for about half an hour until Chris got a call.
"Hey ange" "today?" "Okay we'll be there" "see you soon"
"Baby, wanna come practice today?" Chris said putting his phone on the side.
"Sure baby, what time?"
"Like 2 hours, care to shower with me, saves tiiiiime?" He said holding his hand out.
"Well of course my dear" I said winking at him and taking his hand.
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IM GOING TO STOP HERE AND CARRY ON NEXT WEEK, IM MOVING HOUSE SO IM BUSY FOR A FEW WEEKS, BUUUUUT I WILL UPDATE ASAP!
LOVE YOU ALL
EM<3
