That's it. Only a month to go.
Iv'e kind of had enough of being pregnant. I'm really small carrying twins, i'm so out of shape now it sucks. I seriously can't wait to be at the gym again afer they're born.
Anyway today is my last scan.
I get up from bed (well shuffle) and waddle over to my dressing table, i begin to straighten my hair and tie it up in a pony tail. I just did basic make-up and shuffled over to my wardrobe to get changed.
"Chris?" i shouted him to come help me
"i'm here" he said as he came in our room and helped me with my clothes.
When i shout him in the morning he knows it's because i need help changing and the only thing that fits me right now are long dresses. By the way it is winter.
He put the dress over my head and planted a kiss on my lips. I felt the coldness of his liprings that make me weak at the knees.
I love this man with all my heart.
"You ready baby? We have to be there in 30"
i just smiled and nodded as i followed him downstairs.
Because my feel have swollen to a size 6 when im a 4 iv'e had to borrow Chris' vans... That are size 10's
I sat on the bottom step as Chris put two pairs of bed socks on my purple feet and put a shoe on each one. Tied them then helped me to my feet. My god i looked and felt like a mess.
He put one arm around my waist and helped me waddle to the car.
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The car journey there was not too long, say about 15 minutes away.
Chris parked in a close by space, he turned off the car and hoped out the car to the other side to open the door for me.
He's such a gentleman
We entered the hospital.
We approached the front desk and Chris signed me in whilst i zoned out.
I get so nervous coming here. I'm terrified that something might be up with the girls. I know Chris is too, we've had scares before and it never turned out bad but still.
I was in deep thought until i felt an arm around me again guiding me towards some chairs.
He sat me down then sat down himself. "Hey" he said quietly "you okay? You seem like i don't know very into your thoughts"
Pulling me out of my thoughts i just looked at him and shook my head "Nah i'm fine babe don't worry" i said putting my hand on his knee to reassure him.
He just gave me a sarcastic look in which i shrug off.
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The woman put cold goo on my lower stomach. I'll never get used to how cold it bloody is.
"There's your little girls" She smiled as she wiggled around the stick thingy
Chris squeezed my hand and kissed my temple as we both watched the screen.
They're growing so fast i couldn't believe it.
Chris was smiling like no tomorrow knowing he got to see his girls again before they're born.
"I'll get you guys some photos since it's your last scan" she said wiping the stuff off my belly and putting my dress down.
"I can't believe how big they've gotten. The next time we're gonna be here it's gonna be the day" Chris smiled helping me up and giving me the biggest kiss.
I was so happy he says things like that. it makes me feel so much better.
I pulled him into a hug as the Ultrasound nurse gave Chris the photos.
"Next time i'll see you guys is next month when you give birth" she was smiling.
The word birth hit me. I didn't actaully think about that part. I'm so scared to do this. Scared i'm not going to be the best mum i can be.
I just smiled and nodded at her. It's all i could do.
We said our goodbyes and me and Chris headed to the car.
I had to tell Chris how i feel. That i'm scared but what if he doesn't understand?
Im sorry this sucked dudes.
