My love Angelique

feelings

To the love of my life

though fate never allowed me to make you my wife.

When we met so many years ago

it was love at first sight that I know.

I loved you so much and for only you I cared

but with you those feelings I never shared.

Then I learned for another you cared.

To come between you I never dared.

Not because I did not want to

but because I wanted happiness for you.E

ven if it wasnt with me.

Then to the arms of another I did go

but with her, love I never did know.

For this I now know that I was wrong

for all these years your love I've longed.

Of you I have thought throughout the months you were away.

For you I have shed so many tears.

So long ago I solemnly vowed

to tell of my love if fate allowed.

Our paths crossed again not so long ago.

I remembered the vow of my love you should know.

Before I could tell you, you gave a surprise.

You told me you loved me and brought tears to my eyes.

You told of your love and how much you cared

how you felt sad that this you had not shared.

You said that you felt you had told me too late

and you said u always gone love me and alwaus think about me you said u would never leave me u said anybody after me is temporary to teach me a lesson.

But it is you I love and never could hate

To know of your love is never too late.

You told me of things you wanted to do

you know how u wanted to marry young be happy start a family be successful

all of this and more I have wanted too.

All this time I have dreamed of your touch

To know you wanted the same means so much.

We have shared so much from the present and past.

I have prayed so much that this would last.

You have told me that what we was ment to be 

How can this be when we have loved so long?

Something happened and we fell apart

Crushing my dreams and breaking my heart.

To love you was a gift from above.

The gift of time, the gift of love.

My heart won't allow me to let you go,

it wants and misses you so.

I tried to leave to mend the pain,

but is about to drive me insane.

Saddened and hurting my heart goes on

knowing again that you are gone.

Because in your hands is where my heart lies

Alone and depressed it sadly cries.

Please know that this is how I truly feel

because twice in my life you have made it all real.

I know you had feelings that you just would not show.

I know that it hurts when you want to let go.

My actions say yes but heart still says no.

I will never get to feel your most intimate touch.

God knows though I love and miss you so much.

I love you with my heart and soul.

You made me feel loved, you made me feel whole.

I have always known that you are the one for me.

I still believe though you say it can't be.

There is one thing that I have to say

I love you too much to just walk away.

We said goodbye but I want you to know.

Goodbye is goodbye but not forever though

i love you angelique Elizabeth harris