through the dark// j.d au

joshua

joshua's p.o.v:

i smashed my drums and cymbals as my best friend, tyler, sang loudly whilst playing the piano. all was going good until i messed up.

"fuck!" i shouted as i stopped playing and threw my sticks anywhere but near me. i stood up from the deum stool and walked to the couch in tylers basement. i pulled at my hair in frustration.

why the fuck cant i do this right? ughh! im so fucking useless.

i didnt only scream that in my head, but out loud for ty to here. i was on the verge of tears when i felt a weight beside me and a hand rubbed circles in my back.

"josh. you are not useless. and you just gotta keep practicing and you'll get the part perfect. okay" tyler ensured me and i nodded understandingly. i sighed and wiped away the unshed tears that burned.

my phone buzzed in my pocket and i took it out. i had 1 new text message.

m: hi josh. you need to come home, its almost time for dinner. dont where yourself out sweetie. see you soon, mom. xx <3

"ty i gotta go, I'll see you tomorrow or something. cya bro" we hugged and i left. "cya mrs. joseph" was the last thing i said as i walked out.

i grabbed my skateboard up and started riding home, music blasting in my ears. i did a couple of tricks and nearly stacked a few times, but before i knew it, i was home. yay.....*eye roll*

we had dinner as a family, as always. after that us kids washed the dishes. i went for a shower and then just stayed in my room. i sighed as i heard ashley and abigail arguing next door. i really need to get my own place, im 24 years of age (a/n: its an au, dont forget ;-))

I decided to go on tumblr for a little but. yes, i have tumblr it's amazing. no judging. i follow this girl named billie-jean, she has the coolest account ever. i swear im not gay, trust me. but its awesome.

i didnt notice until it was nearly 3 am, that i was still scrolling through tumblr. i quickly checked my other social media and then turned my phone off.

again, this might sound gay, but since ive had this room since i was little, there was a little glow up galaxy on my ceiling due to, yep you guessed it, glow in the dark galaxy stickers. i loved it. :-)

i stared at the ceiling until my eyelids start to get heavier and droop. a few seconds later, i fell into a deep dark sleep.

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a/n: hey, josh's chapter is up! i know the boys dont swear much, or even at all cause they are religious and stuff or whatever but this is the story. so just dont freak. anyway is billie-jean, billie? i dont know (i do, you guys prolly know too but imma try be suspicious kay? ;-)) so comment what you think and vote. thank you xx stay alive |-/

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