Harry's P.O.V
The only reason I dragged myself out of bed was because I heard the boys ordered pizza for their 'special guest' who was actually the idiotic girl who decided to pour her tea on me in the Cafe. Becky, I believe she's called. I don't even know why Zayn invited a random stranger into our apartment. Like seriously, I get that Zayn is an incredibly nice person but you just can't be inviting strangers into OUR apartment. Also, I can't believe the other boys are okay with her staying aswell! I know for certain I'm not being rude, I'm just being realistic instead of putting a fake smile on my face and acting like it's okay for a stranger clumsy girl to be staying with us for the night.
When I walk into the living room, Liam and Niall are sat on one sofa and Zayn, Louis and stranger clumsy girl are sat on the other sofa, all eating pizza and watching The Vampire Diaries. "Just on time mate, we saved you pizza, come and eat with us" Zayn offers politely as usual. "I'll take my slice upstairs, I don't want to watch tv today" I reply whilst looking at Becky, hinting it's because I'm not exactly pleased with her presence, if she couldn't already tell. "Why are you acting like this? Just sit and eat with us like we usually do" Zayn kind of ordered me. That's when my blood started to boil. I would usually hang out together because a random girl isn't sitting in the middle of my bandmates acting like she's one of us! "WHAT DO YOU MEAN, WHY AM I ACTING LIKE THIS? FIRST OF ALL, YOU INVITE THIS STRANGER TO OUR APARTMENT WITHOUT EVEN ASKING US AND SHE THINKS ITS OKAY TO COME INBETWEEN US AND ACT LIKE ONE OF US, THE PATHETIC, IDIOTIC FREAK!" I didn't even realise how much I had raised my voice. Zayn stayed quiet and so did the rest of the boys, mouths dropped, in shock of my sudden outburst. Becky stood up and walked upto me, luckily she doesn't have anything to spill on me this time.
"Why are you so rude? What happened in the Cafe was an accident and I appologized several times. Your bandmates don't seem to have a problem with me being her, why do you?" She dares to question me.
"Let's make it abit more clear for you tiny brain, shall we? Regardless of whay happened in the Cafe, I don't want you here, you come across as extremely pretentious and I don't like you and I don't think I ever will." I say harshly, trying to get my point across that I don't want her here. The rest of the boys are quiet during this confrontation, obviously not wanting to make the situation worse by interfering or taking sides even. "Well, you know what? The feeling's mutual. I hate you and how rude you are, it disgusts me how a person can be so rude. And guess what? You're wish came true, I'm leaving. I just got a text saying my key has been delivered to a estate agency next to me so I can go pick it up whenever I can. I know when I'm not wanted and I'm certainly not going to stay when a stuck up band member thinks he cam treat the entire world like shit." She spits aggressively. Zayn and the rest of the boys try to comfort Becky telling her she can stay if she likes and she's welcome here. "Good, go and never come back. I never want to see your face again, you imbecile."
Once Becky walked out of the door, there was a few minutes of awkward silence. Then the boys just all looked at eachother and then all eyes are on me. "You know I'll always stick up for you but that was harsh. She needed a place to stay and Zayn gladly offered her a place to stay and the rest of us were okay with it, other than you of course. I don't know why you were being so rude to her but you need to know that in life, you will come across people who you won't get along with but you certainly can't talk to them like you talked to Becky." Liam lectures me. I don't care what Liam says, she didn't even ask us if she could stay here, she just went along with Zayn. There was silence until Louis says "Okay, what happened has happened, we can't go back in time to change things so let's just go to bed."
The rest of the boys agreed but they all helped tidy up the mess of the pizza whilst I stormed back up the stairs, and get away from all this pointless drama.
I sat on my bed, recalling what just happened in this past half hour. If I'm being completely honest, I don't feel abit of guilt. I feel what I said had to be said. I hear the boys climb up the stairs and the close the doors of their rooms. I think it's been a long day so I turn to my right to turn off my lamp and try and get my well deserved sleep.
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