Relapse (I won't)

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It's better now I guess

Gone are all my fears

I'm holding up my bet

Dried up are my tears


Is it bad I can't forget

How the blood would drip

Is it bad I don't regret

Causeing myself to trip


Is it bad I'm not upset

That I wanted to leave this place

Is it bad I made a threat

To disappear without a trace


Is it bad that I'm in debt

With the controllers of life

I haven't left just yet

Haven't picked up my knife


I won't make the mistake

Of grabbing the blade

I won't let myself break

No matter how I'm swayed


I'm still here

Ive come all this way

I'm still alive

And that's completely okay



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