What would it say about me
If I were to choose
Death
Over life
The easy way
Over this difficult one
Assured darkness
Over possible beauty
Would you be mad
Or sad
Would you really notice
Or care
These questions are all I have
When it is 3am
And the sky is dark
My soul alone
You wonder why I'm depressed
Why I hate this life
But these thoughts
Are what keep me in this state
I'm told to dream of future hearts to be loved
Think of new planets to be named
Children to be birthed
Sunrises to be seen
But I no longer hope for these
We may run out
Someday soon
This world will be gone
The days go on
And the nights will pass
We will all die
And be forgotten
What seems as if forever
Could only be another moment
Everyone leaves
Everything dies
I don't want to be here
When it's all gone
Don't ask me to stay
Just to wither away
Maybe I haven't seen it all
But I'm at peace with what I have
I can die not having seen
I cannot live having lost
