How can you run from what's inside of your head?
All of those horrible, disgusting things being said.
Pressure, pressure, pressure. It's getting out of hand.
I try and I run,run,run as far as I can.
It's not working and the stress is taking it's toll.
I feel like I'm drowning, as the words flood my mind ice cold.
I know that there's only one way out.
'Do it.End it all. You'll finally be free!"
They shout.
The temptation is calling to me sounding more promising each time.
What else is there to do?
How can you run from what's in your mind?
I can't fight these monsters, not the way that I am.
I'm not strong, not at all I just can't.
All I can do is run,run,run.
Those monsters are no longer under my bed,but stuck inside of my head.
Maybe it'll be a bullet, a cut, or even a fall. Whatever it is, I just pray that it finally ends it all.
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Troubled Thoughts of a Nobody
PuisiThese are all poems that I wrote when I felt like nobody else was listening. They all have to do with something that has happened to me in my past. While some are obvious, others will need some deciphering. Please enjoy these troubled thoughts of a...
