Missed

The Beginning

I ran without stopping. Once I sensed that no one was around me, I vanished and appeared in my room. My body was hot and I just needed to take everything off. I groaned as I ripped the clothes off of my flesh. My breath was going ragged and my insides were going insane. I was so focused on cooling my naked body, I didn't realize that Saizo was standing behind me. I spun around and stared up at his lust filled eyes. His jaw tensed as he grabbed something to cover me with.

"What the hell are you doing?!" He hissed in a whisper.

I didn't say anything as his burning hand grazed my cheek on accident as he covered me. I nearly whimpered. "Somethings.... wrong." I gasped as he forced me to sit down.

"What do you mean?"

I grabbed his hand without thought and placed it on my chest. My heart was racing and his body felt as though it were starting something I knew I couldn't get out of. He tried to yank his hand free, but I held on to him tightly. "My heart is racing...my body is hot...I feel like...like..."

"Like electricity is running through your veins?"

I looked up at him and nodded. "Yes...especially..." I trailed off and bit my lip to hold what I was about to say. "I...it just suddenly hit me! This sensation! How do I get rid of it?!"

Saizo clicked his tongue, glanced at the door and then grabbed my face in his and forcibly kissed me. Tears formed at the sides of my eyes as he slipped his tongue in to my mouth. Whatever restraint I had, was about to be released. Once he released me, he licked his lips.

"I taste something besides alcohol." Saizo looked to the side and clicked his tongue again. "He gave you a drug to feel pleasure."

"Wh-what?" My body shivered. "He was planning on having his way with me...with my permission?" I gasped as I shoved the covers off of me. "I...I can't! it's hot!"

Saizo wrapped the blanket over me once more and got on eye level with me. "Don't leave with him by yourself again, do you understand?" he growled and I slowly nodded as I tried to wriggle myself free. "Stop! If you take it off...I don't know what I'll do." He whispered.

"S-saizo..." I managed to say as I stared in to his eyes. "Y-you're at war with your lust."

"I'm not. I'm so pissed, I could kill him." He growled as he stared in to my eyes, which made me yearn for him.

"I-!"

"Did you enjoy his touches?" I blushed as I realized that I was imagining Saizo touching me, rather than Lord Shinji. Saizo's eyes lowered a bit, and then returned darker. "I'm sorry for interrupting your fun then." He was furious. He was about to get up and leave when I grabbed his hand, which made me bite my lip so hard, I drew blood.

"What are you--!"

"I-it's...you." I couldn't look him in the eyes as my sensitive spot began to crave him.

"What do you mean?"

I blushed as my grip tightened and my body began to shake. "I-it was your t-touches...that I th-thought of." I looked up at him and his eyes were wide.

Saizo gritted his teeth and then he wiped the blood that dripped from my lip. "Don't bite your lip so hard."

"T-touch me, please!" I moaned as I pulled him closer.

"Stop it! Get a hold of yourself! It's the drug that is making you this way!" He pushed me away and tears began to fall from my eyes as I tried to regain control of myself again.

I softly smiled at him as I shook my head. "Even before now...M-my body has been s-strange." I jumped to the other bed and curled myself in a ball. I didn't care how hot my body felt, I needed to regain control.