Question Everything - A Diary Of Thoughts

January 9th

January 9th 2012 8:34pm
I went to the park today with Niko and Lyrica. I saw two boys from my old school. They're the reason I'm starting at a new high school this year. Luckily I'm starting at Lyrica’s school. Anyway, I used to get suspended all the time because of getting into fights with those boys. Believe it or not, I'm surprisingly strong for a 15 year old girl with a stereotype sweet-dumb-blonde look and that loves cute things. They did the usual thing to irk me up again. “Hey guys look it's Shira!!!” “Who’s that?” “You know! The girl with the dead- I mean deaf brother!” I mean seriously, just because the words dead and deaf sound the same doesn't mean you should mix them up. Ugh. Well anyway, Lyrica discretely told me to ignore them for Niko’s sake, so I did. But after a bit they went too far. “Dude, since he's deaf we can say whatever we want and he won't know!” “Really?! GO EAT CRAP NO ONE ACTUALLY CARES ABOUT YOU YOU DISABLED RETARD!!!” After that… I kinda… Snapped. That's what you'd call it right. I walked right up to the boys and slapped both of them as hard as I could. I screamed at them to shut the hell up because they didn't know anything about what he goes through. I guess that was a bad idea because before I knew it one of them punched me and sent me flying across the grass. I sat up and looked around. Niko and Lyrica looked scared and shocked. Niko looked like he was about to come towards us but Lyrica looked at him and pretended to write something on her hand. He understood and passed her his notebook and pen. She wrote something down and showed it to him. It must have said “stay here” or something. I don't know I couldn't see. I was like 20m away from them. Well anyway, (I say that a lot don't I?) Niko sat down and Lyrica started running towards me and the two dooshbags. They were standing beside me and leaning over me. They decided this would be a great time to start punching me. I curled into a ball and screamed. It didn't really hurt that much but as if I'd let them know that. Next thing I knew, Lyrica was beside me and yelling at the idiots to stop. I guess they were a bit taken aback because they stopped to look at her. I mean, she is really pretty. Long dark hair and clear tan skin. She’s Korean and she looks like she’d just walked out of a k-pop music video. Any guy would stop to stare at a girl like her. But anyway, (I said it again) I took that chance to grab the ankle of one of the dumbasses (excuse my language mother) and jump to my feet! He slipped and fell right on top of his dumbass friend! It was great. I was laughing loads until they pushed Lyrica out of the way and shoved me to the ground again. It hurt a lot because I landed with my leg bent at the knee and tucked under me. It did something to my ankle I don't know what but it did something. It still hurts even now. Well yeah. Next moment the guy that shoved me is on the ground crying and cradling his crotch, and Niko punching that crap out of the other guy until he was crying. Lyrica got up and grabbed my brother and pulled him away. The two idiots ran as fast as a racecar. I sat up as Lyrica and Niko sat down beside me. Niko pulled out his notebook and wrote the words “umm.. Should I apologise to them?” Me and Lyrica just laughed. I took the notebook and pen from him and wrote “No but thanks for the help lol.”. He smiled and wrote back “No prob but don't do it again idiot.”. I just nodded. Then it hit me. My pure hearted little brother DOES know bad words. How did this happen? Where did he learn the word  ‘idiot’? Oh well. I'll find out another day. Oh did I mention Lyrica had just been hugging me the entire time? Well she was. We had to go home right after that because it was getting dark but Niko had to carry me on his back because of my ankle. It was kinda fun not having to walk by myself. Needless to say I got grounded. Oh my gosh, it's already 10:00pm. I've written so much, and none of it is about my weird thoughts! Oh well. I'll write a lot about them tomorrow to make up for it. It's late so I'll sign off for tonight.