I just did it (Sequel to A new beginning)

.16.

.Beca's point of view.

,,I'm so happy you said yes." I tell Chloe when we're lying in each others arms in our king-size bed. 

,,Becs, I can't say no to you. I'm hopelessly in love with you and I always will."

,,W-will you always w-wear this ring? Even if w-we have a huge fight or I keep stuttering like this forever?"

,,I'm never going to take it off even if we have a fight. Becs, I love you just the way you are and your stutter isn't a burden at all. This ring is the symbool of our love, what will last for eternity."

,,But a lot can happen w-when I'm away."

,,I know a lot of great things will happen the next nine months for you Becs and I'll support you with everything. I'm your fiancee and I'm here for you, always and forever."

,,So you'll w-won't look at other w-woman or guys?" I'm insecure as hell. This is the first time I'm really in love with somebody and I can't lose her. Chloe's the light in my life, the one who can makes me feel important, the who who can let me laugh without trying, the one who can help me through everything, the one who knows me in and out and the only one I want to be with for the rest of my life.

,,Becs, I'm looking at boys and girls, like every other person does, but there's nobody like you. You're funny, stubborn, smart and very talented. I never met anyone who can do what you can with songs." She grabs my hands and look me in the eyes. ,,Becs, I'm so in love with you that I can't walk away anymore. I want you, all of you and nothing can change that. You're stuck with me, forever."

,,Forever sounds so short, you know?" Chloe starts laughing and my heart melts. Her laugh is so cute and sexy! 

,,Well okay, what do you think about eternity? Does that sound better?" I start blushing and smile, while nodding. ,,Ha ha, okay. I'll make a promise to you here and now." I raise one eyebrow. ,,Rebeca Lauren Mitchell," I hate it if people use my full name. ,,I hereby promise that I'll spend every moment of my life with you." 

,,Even w-when I'm in Europe and Asia?" 

,,Of course, eternity doesn't have distance. We can text each other, despite the time difference." I can't say anything, I just hold her close to me, while smelling her scent. I know for sure that I'm going to miss her smell when I'm away. ,,Hey Becs, there's something on my mind that I want to talk about with you." 

,,W-what do you w-want to tell me?"

,,Well, we've been together for more than four years now and I've been thinking about our future." She swallows and becomes very nervous. I take her hands in mine and make circles over her palm to relax her. ,,We've taking our first step to get married, but I think I want more than just a marriage." 

,,Are you talking about children?" 

,,Yeah. Look I know you panicked the last time I told you about wanting a child, but I can't help it. I've always dreamed about having a family and being a mom. I know for sure that you're going to be a great mother too."

,,Are you saying that you w-want me to be the one w-who's pregnant?" Now I'm the one who starts to panic and of course she notice. She grabs both of my hands and tries to comfort me, while the tears are forming itself in my eyes. 

,,Hey, can you please tell me why you're afraid of the idea of being pregnant? Are you afraid of the labor or about the whole process?" 

,,Definitely both. I've never pictured me as a mother. If I'm pregnant you're not going to love me as much as you do now. I'll get fat and not attractive at all. It's a little scary to think about labor actually, because I've seen the pain it will bring. How can a girl accept that pain w-while giving birth?" 

,,Okay let me say this, so it's clear to you. I'll never love you less or think you're onattractive, because you're sexy!" She gives me a quick kiss on my cheek. ,,And second, is that the only reason you doubt about yourself or has it something to do with what you've been going through with your father?" 

,,No, this has nothing to do w-with my father, w-why do you think it is?" I stand up and walk back and forth through the room. Chloe also stands and gives me a hug, because she notice the tears too.

,,I think that you're afraid that you're just like your father, because he has abused you, but you're not the same. He did something terrible, but you can't put yourself down because of him." 

,,I just don't understand w-why you're in love w-with me. According to everyone at my old school I'm nothing and w-worthless. I'm just ordinary, nothing special about that."

,,We both know that's not true. You are special in so many ways. Look at what you can do with music and you're the one who keeps your family together. Stuttering doesn't makes you weak and definitely not unattractive. If you stay the way you are, that's more than enough." 

,,If that's enough, then w-why did they bully me? And w-why threated my own father me like shit? W-why shall I care about myself, if nobody else does?" 

,,Because you're worth it. Becs, there are so many people who loves you and you love them." She grabs my hands and force me to look into her eyes. ,,Everyone knows you've been going through a rough time at your high school and everybody understands that you don't trust people easily, but you're going forward with everything. You've opened up, not only to me, but to the girls as well. And about your father, he was wrong to threat you like that and you know that too. You're sweet and caring and I love you so much. I loved you way before you told me about your past of bullying. I'm so happy to have you until eternity, because I've never been this happy in years. The last four years were amazing and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you too. Can you just promise me one tiny little thing?"

,,W-what do I have to promise?" 

,,Please promise me you'll try to accept and love yourself, because you're good the way you are and people will love you, but only if you're true to yourself." 

,,Okay, for you I'll try, but don't get your hopes up." I say and that's when she kiss me. In that kiss isn't only love, but way more. It's a great feeling and I'm so happy that Chloe will be mine forever!

.Chloe's point of view.

I can't stand the way she was talking about herself, because in my eyes she's almost perfect. Nobody's perfect of course, but Beca feels perfect to me. I'm so happy that she's going to be my wife, she's the love of my life and I can't wait to cary her last name. We get out of bed and go downstairs, where Beca starts to make some breakfast and I can't help to smile like an idiot.

,,I didn't know you could cook." I tell her and she shakes her head while smiling. 

,,You don't know a lot about me yet, Beale." And there's the old Beca I know.

,,Well, you have to tell me everything, because I'm going to be your wife and I want to know you inside and out." 

,,Oh, you definitely know me on the inside. According to you, I taste really good." She says with a wink and sticks out her tongue. 

,,Well, it's definitely a good sight and you're taste really good." Now I give her a wink.

,,You're such a dork." 

,,I know and that's why you love me." 

,,I love you more than anything." Beca turns to me. ,,Thank you for comforting me." And after that sentence, she gives me a loving hug. 

,,Anytime." I'm saying and hold her close. I don't want to let her go, but I have to. In about a view days she's going on a world tour and I'm going to miss her so much!