I just did it (Sequel to A new beginning)

.18.

.Beca's point of view.
,,I'm so nervous right now." Chloe says, while we're waiting in the waiting room of the hospital. I've kept my promise, we're getting information about having a child. I can't disappoint Chloe, even tho I don't want a child. Chloe's the most important person in my life and if she wants to have a child, I'll be there for her. Our decision will change everything, our whole lives, our career... Even Chloe's the one who's going to be pregnant, she'll be all alone during the whole pregnancy. I can't be with her because of my world tour and that's really bugging me. I'm letting her down, because I should be here with her and help her through her pregnancy. 
,,It's going to be alright Chlo, before you know it you'll have your own child in your arms."
,,And you'll be there to help me?"
,,The next nine months I'm touring through Europe and Asia, I hate myself for letting you do this whole pregnancy on your own, but I can't cancel the tour anymore."
,,Becs, don't hate yourself for something you have no influince on. Your management could've waited to send you away for a second world tour. They know we're having a relationship." Before I can say anything, a doctor interrupt our conversation.
,,Mrs Beale?" His eyes goes through the waiting patients.
,,That's us." Chloe says and pull me with her.
,,I'm doctor Murphy," he starts and shake both of our hands. ,,if you want to follow me." We nod at the same time and follow him into a private room. I guess it's going to happen right now? Doctor Murphy closes the door for more privacy and sits down in front of us. ,,So mrs Beale, I've seen your dossier and you haven't a lot of options. You want a child and there are only three options for that case. Before I tell you your options, we have to ask you more questions."
,,What kind of questions?" Chloe asks and grabs my hand. Chloe's really nervous, so I try to calm her down by rubbing her palm a little. 
,,First the most important question of all, who's the one that's going to give birth?" 
,,I am." Chloe says and rub my palm now, because she notice I'm getting nervous too. 
,,Okay, so you'll automatically get custody. That custody lasts until your child is eighteen years old, what means that you're responsible for the care and upbringing, including a financial obligation to maintenance obligation until it's twenty-one."
,,Okay and what about my girlfriend?"
,,So you two aren't married?"
,,No, not yet. We're engaged actually." And now Chloe shows her ring. 
,,Congratulations." He starts and we thank him, before he continue the conversation. ,,To go back to our conversation, your girlfriend is co-mother and she can only have full custody if you're married or have a registered partnership." 
,,But we are getting married."
,,Well I'm sorry I have to say this, but as long as the two of you aren't married, your girlfriend has nothing to say about your child mrs Beale." 
,,But we want to do it together."
,,I'm sorry, but that's the way it's written in the law."
,,Okay and if w-we get married w-within two w-weeks?" I ask him and Chloe looks at me.
,,That's possible," Chloe smiles widely, knowing we're getting married within two weeks, but also because I'm having custody just like her. ,,Mrs Beale, I've seen your dossier and saw that you already did a test to see if you can have children." 
,,W-wait, you did?" I'm confused. She never told me that she did that.
,,That was before I met you, at the time I had still a relationship with Tom."
,,You w-wanted to be pregnant from him?!" 
,,No, I just wanted to know if I could've children."
,,And those results are positive. I'm allowed to give you a syringe with a sperm you've choosen yourself." He goes into the pocket of his lab coat and holds up a syringe. Immediately my eyes widen and I'm frozen in fear. He isn't implying that I have to insert the sperm with that into Chloe, right? He turns towards me. ,,With the syringe you suck the sperm from the jar and insert your girlfriend." Oh no way! ,,You only have to tell us what you want. Hair color, eye color, etcetera."
,,The child need to have blond hair and have green-blue eyes, so it'll have my natural hair color and Beca's eyes." Doctor Murphy smiles at how adorable Chloe's been, but my whole body is locked. I can't talk, I can't blink, I can't even pay attention... all I'm thinking about is my fear for needles. Doctor Murphy looks back towards me and continues his explanation: ,,While your girlfriend is lying in a comfortable position with a pillow under her hips, so her pelvis slightly rise, you will bring the syringe into the vagina and empty the syringe with a reasonable pressure." I have to insert Chloe? I have to hurt her? I have to hold and use a needle? I have to do that all without fainting? I HAVE TO HURT CHLOE! And after all those thoughts, I can't handle it anymore and lose my consciousness. 

.Chloe's point of view.
,,While your girlfriend is lying in a comfortable position with a pillow under her hips, so her pelvis slightly rise, you will bring the syringe into the vagina and empty the syringe with a reasonable pressure." After the doctor has said that, Beca lose her consciousness and falls unconscious to the ground.
,,Oh my god, Beca!" I call immediately and sit next to her on my knees. Doctor Murphy follows my lead and press with one hand on her forehead, while pushing her chin up with his other hand.
,,She is breathing normally." And then he puts her in the recovery position.
,,Beca?" I try again, but no reaction.
,,I think she's afraid of needles and she freaked out internly. Did you know that she's afraid of needles?"
,,No, I had no idea. Is there another way to get pregnant?"
,,The usual way, but I can understand you don't want that."
,,There's really no other way?" I ask him again, because I don't want to have sex with a guy and get pregnant from him. I want to do this together with Beca.
,,No other w-way for w-what?"
,,Beca!" Beca takes a hold of her head.
,,Geez, w-what happened?"
,,You fainted when you saw the syringe." The doctor explains. ,,Do you have pain?"
,,Only splitting headache." We help her to sit upright.
,,Are you alright Beca?" I ask her concerned and she nod.
,,I leave you two, if there's anything I can do for you, you call me." I nod and receive the syringe. I hide it quickly so Beca can't faint again. When the doctor is gone, Beca's facial expression change.
,,You must think I'm a w-wimp."
,,No Beca, I don't think that at all. Everybody is afraid of something, but it doesn't matter."
,,That I'm afraid of a needle is w-weak. I w-want to do this w-with you, but spraying seed into you through your vagina..."
,,There's another way."
,,W-without the syringe?"
,,Yeah, but I don't want that. I want to do this with you and nobody else."
,,So the other w-way to be pregnant is to have sex w-with a guy?" I nod. ,,Okay. I'll do it."
,,Are you sure? I don't want you to do things you're not comfortable with."
,,And I don't w-want to see you having sex w-with another. You're mine and nobody else! I know you'll take care of me w-when I faint again."
,,I take care of you always and everywhere. You're going to be my wife and I love you forever. Beca, you are the love of my life and that's why I want to do this with you and I think you are a hero right now, because you are willing to face your fears for me."
,,Thank you for being here for me. I'm going to miss you and I love you so, so much!" And she seal it with a kiss.