Tricked into Kidnapping(One Direction fanfic)

Epilogue

Day One:

The stupid court locked me in this asylum! The therapist told me it would be a good idea to start writing down my thoughts so here I am. Does this please you, Mrs. O'Melly? I can assure you I'm not crazy. I'm not. I just decided to do something not agreeable to others but that doesn't mean I should be locked up here! I'm done with this stupid thing.

Day Two:

Another boring day with nothing to do. O'Melly read my last what ever you want to call it. She said it's a good start but said put more 'feelings' into it. More feelings? Huh? Is that what you want? Oh I'll give you 'feelings'! How would you feel if you had nothing to do all day but stare at white. All the while there's this little nagging voice in my head that's yelling at me. Telling me that I screwed up. What did I ever do? I bet the media is spreading false rumors about me everywhere. I would't put it past them. But you wouldn't understand Mrs. O'Melly. You can go as you please.

Day Three:

Screw this.

Day Four:

Wow they actually let me walk around today. Great right? Wrong, I had five people walk me around. I hate them, I hate this place. I've already been here for about a month and this is what I get? To be treated like I'm some child?

Day Seven:

I told Mrs. O'Melly off. I told her I didn't want to write or visit her anymore. She said I didn't have to write but I still needed to visit her. She let me keep the paper though, just in case I wanted to write again. Since I have nothing better to do might as well. Oh wait someone's coming.

Day Twenty:

Hello again paper. How have you been? Probably better than me. I just lost my privileges to eat with everyone else. It's not my fault. She was the one who started it! It was her. Not me! She did it! WHY DID THEY CHOSE HER OVER ME?!

Day ?:

They sedated me a while ago and put me in a different room. They took away my papers till now. I can't even remember what day it is. But who needs the date? Who needs the time? Tick tock tick tock. That's all the clock does. Time is horrible. It takes things away that you can never have back and reminds you of all the bad you've done. Time go away.

Day Red:

I decided to make my own days. Red is a Monday, Blue for Tuesday, and so forth. On Pink, I met a new friend. Her name is Len. She very sweet. We talk all the time. I told her the names I've now been using and that how Nyra hates pink. No pink. No pink. Pink bad. Len told me that I shouldn't stay here. That I've done nothing wrong.

Day Purple:

Len told me I should stop talking to Mrs. O'Melly. I told her that I already tried but those people still take me to her. That's when Len said that I could still go but I didn't need to talk. Wow Len really looking out for me huh? Nyra never did that.

Day Black:

I wonder how Nyra and the boys are doing? I bet they still talk. Or maybe not. Nyra probably hates them. Or maybe I was right and she now loves them. Are any of them together? I wish I knew. I'm going to talk to Len now.

Day:

me and len have been talking we have the perfect plan shhh i can't say what it is

Day:

ive started on the plan its going really well lens so proud of me

Day 201:

Mrs. O'Melly got a hold of my papers. She was alarmed when she read about Len. She told me that I couldn't talk to Len anymore and that the plan I thought of needed to stop. They moved me into a different room. Len's mad at me. She won't talk to me anymore. I said I was sorry.

Day 334:

I miss them so much. Do they still think of me? I think of them a lot. I'm sorry guys. Will you ever forgive me? I just wanted to be friends. I want to know what they're doing. I want to hear their voices.

Day 213:

I keep trying to talk to Len. She's still ignoring me. Len please come back. I can try again! I promise'll-

Day 299:

Mrs. O'Melly said I'm doing really good. I'm glad to hear that. She said if I keep it up I'll be able to watch some T.V. T.V I haven't thought of that in a long time. Well it's getting late. I have to wake up early tomorrow so I can do some excising. I wish I didn't have to do it in my room but at least it's a time waster. I'm excited for next weeks walk. We get to visit the garden again.

Day Five:

I'm so bored. How am I ever going to survive in this place? I'll probably lose my mind by the end of this month!

Day 345:

Len spoke to me today. Finally! I told her how much I've missed her. Perfect timing too, She said that she just wanted to see how determined I was. She said how she thought she lost me but was happy I came back around. I know what it's like to lose a friend. I'll never leave Len again. Never!

Day 300:

How dare they! I watched T.V and they had the audacity to talk about me! I didn't do anything! I screamed and threw something at the T.V, breaking it. Some doctors came to restrain me. How could they? How can they! WHY! I HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG!

Day 330:

I had a dream last night. Nyra and the boys were scared. They were in trouble. I have a feeling they need me. I wish I could help them. I feel I need too.

Day 350:

I've started the plan again. Len told me to hide to new papers from Mrs. O'Melly. I can't make the same mistake as last time. I won't let you down Len. I won't! I can promise you that.

Day:

do they miss me? i wonder that all the time do they or dont they those question contently go back and forward back and forward I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE but its ok len said ill find out soon were almost done

Day:

im so excited mrs omelly kept asking why i was so bouncy and happy but i didnt say anything cause i promised i did she said shes worried because i stopped writing if only she knew but she will soon oh i can't wait

im writing this real quick i wont bring these with me though whoever is interested in them can read them if they want it doesnt matter now i did it its done the plan is complete lens so proud im proud of myself to im coming guys you wont be so lonely anymore ill be so happy well be together again well be together again then i can keep you safe len will protect you to she will tell me how to do it right this time

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And that ladies and gentleman was the end! Just to let you know this Amanda girl was based off a real person. Yes that's right. And Amanda says she does not approve, she loved the book but she doesn't approve of me turning her into a psychopath. I can assure you she is nothing like the Amanda in the book. She wouldn't kidnap them or anything. At least I hope not. >.> But hey did you see what happened in Amanda's last diary entry? She escaped. She going back for them. If you're not catching my drift by now, I'm saying there will be a second book. Yay! Right? Right? No? Okay... But yeah, hope you enjoy this and the book. So till them PEACE!

~ Holo