Chapter 19

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Kellin's POV

I was sweating so bad... I was used to it though. Three years later here we are, Vic and I still going strong, I still love him to death, and I pray he feels the same, we're still virgins too. My friends and I were back to normal in under a week and everything was good. We got three stools and ended up sitting with the lights off. Nick was sitting on the stool all the way to the left, and I was backstage getting Vic. He had been sitting with Jaime drinking water. They had just went on. Everyone thought we we're just being switched so Gabe's hand could have a little more healing time. Even Gabe thought that. But nope, we had one more song to play and it was one I wrote about Vic and I.

I grabbed Vic's hand causing him to drop his water. "What are you doing?!" He squealed and stopped before we got to the stage. "We're coming out, you said you wanted to tomorrow, why not today. C'mon!" I pecked his lips and pulled him. "Sit." I told him through the mic. He sat so I would be in the middle. "What are you doing?" He raised his eyebrows. "Shut up and listen." I pressed my finger to his lips. I stood up and grabbed the microphone from the stand.

"So this is a song that I've been working on for awhile. It's been finished for about a year, and I've been waiting for the moment to do this. Like said, we've never played it live and it is kinda softer rather then our normal style but yeah. This isn't a tour thing, this is like actually the first time." I laughed and sat down next to them two.

I nodded to Nick as he started to play, with Gabe in the back doing some triangle shit. I don't know.

"There's so many things that I could say
But I'm sure it would come out all wrong
You've got something that I can't explain." I sang to Vic and to nobody else. No one else mattered in this moment.

"Still I try and try and let you know
Summer we spent, one could never forget
Looking for any kind of reason to
Escape all the mess
That we thought is what made us" I took his hand that was behind his leg. His face was flushed red and he couldn't keep eye contact. I found it so fucking cute when he got all shy and flustered.

"Ain't it funny now, we can see
We're who we're meant to be
You still have all of my
You still have all of my" I brought his hand up to my face so the faces could see. Everyone screamed but I didn't care, Vic was what I cared about.

"You still have all of my heart
There's so many things left to say." I dropped his hand and moved mine up to his face, caressing his cheek

"I could have been better and stronger for you and me" I gave him a soft sorrowful smile.

"You always make me feel okay.
Those late summers we may stay up talking all night
I ask, 'You think we'll ever make it?'
You say, 'I'm sure, if it's right'
And it's funny to think how stupid I used to be" I laughed a little bit. I was really fucking dumb. I moved my hand down from his cheek to his chin.

"Hope you always believe." I leaned forward to press my forehead against his. He finally connected eyes with me.

"You still have all of my
You still have all of my
You still have all of my heart
You still have all of my
You still have all of my
You still have all of my heart." I repeated to him, he had to know this. He has to say yes.

"Let them talk and talk and talk
Let them say what they want
We will laugh at the thought
They don't know what we go"I moved away so I wasn't yelling into his face. I was referring to the dirty looks that were hell throughout school and the dumbass homophobic.

"Every year that goes by, a year older we are
You'll still be beautiful then, bless your beautiful heart." I rubbed my thumb against his face.

"We'll talk and talk and talk
How crazy it seems
We can waste our whole lives helplessly
Just patiently waiting for you to notice me..."

"You still have all of my
You still have all of my
You still have all of my heart." I finished and moved away from him trying to hug me. I slid onto the ground, on one knee, and dug in my pocket.

"I waited two and a half years waiting for you to notice me at that dumb high school, only to find out you wanted me to notice you for three. You've accepted me when I'm at my worst and I can't say how I feel about you because the world didn't give me enough words or time. You're the best person I've ever known and that I ever will. You're my best friend, you're literally attached to my hip when we're no longer in public. You have the prettiest eyes, the perfect nose, everything. I will be here next year if I keep going. But um... Vic Fuentes will you marry me?" I pulled out the box from my jacket and opened it. He started crying, nodding his head. I stood up and slid the ring on his finger before he tackled me to the ground hugging me while he kissed me. I love this man. I fucking love him

"Can I just say that no one fucking knew that was going to happen?!" Justin stole the microphone from me.

"Fuck Yes!!" Mike ran out and started jumping around.

Everything was going to be just great,





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