The new kid // V-hope

chapter: 12 Terrible news

J-hope’s POV

It’s now been a month of not talking to V, every time i tried talking to him, he would push me away hard, and sometimes punch me. I started hurting myself again. I tried to stop, but i couldn’t. I kept thinking of what i could possibly have done to V since he hate me. It must have been bad…. I looked at my arm, and groaned, it was bleeding again. I patched my arm in, so it wouldn’t bleed everywhere. Then grabbed my stuff and got to school, it was weird my mom hasn’t been home in the morning lately, she didn’t even answer me when i asked why. But i guess i didn’t really have to know.

It was now one of the last classes today. I was staring at V, ‘Why?’ I mouthed towards him, but he didn’t know since his head were pointed towards Suga. The other boys started to ignore me a bit too. I mean if i talked to them they would at least answer, but i still felt all alone. I knew i had other friends, but it’s just not the same without those guys. I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket, and pulled it up. It was from the hospital, what the hell?

‘Hello Jung Hoseok, we are sending this message because of your mother, you should come to the hospital immediately. We are really sorry, but your mother has gotten cancer, we are working as hard as we can, to get her better, we don’t know if we can do anything, it’s a kind of cancer, which we have only seen once before, but we are still going to try everything that we can, I’m sorry.

The Seoul hospital address ***********

I stood up in shock, and got everyone's attention also V’s. I quickly grabbed my stuff and ran out of the classroom, i didn’t reach long until i found myself crying on the floor. “Why me? Always me” I cried. I suddenly felt a hand on my back, and quickly turned around and were staring right in V’s face, i pushed his hand off me, he then looked at my arm which still were patched. “What did you do?” He asked and grabbed my arm. “Stop!” I screamed, and pulled my hand back. “What’s wrong? Why are you crying?” He asked concerned. “Oh, now you actually cares about me? You still have the nerve to ask me what’s wrong? You freaking left me! Do you know how much it hurts me every time i see you? I lost Jungkook, Jimin, Suga Rapmon, Jin and most important You! I lost you, the one who filled up my heart, and now i’m losing my mother too! Do you know how hard that is. Even though i have Jisoo, and the others, i still feel so lonely and empty…. You know why? Because you don’t want to talk to me!! I have been thinking over for so long what i had done wrong, it hurts me to not know, i even started to hurt myself again… And because of what? You? Jisoo was right. You are a player, and you will always be, you don’t care about anyone but yourself, and i actually believed every single word you ever told me. But do you want to know the hardest thing of all. I still love you!! I can’t let you go, that is the hardest thing, i’m at the point where i don’t even know what to do anymore, should i even live? I’m losing everyone who i care about!!” I screamed, while the tears came faster and faster, then stood up and ran towards the door, so i could get to the hospital as quick as i could, to see my mother.

Vs POV

I saw him run towards the door, and i just sat totally shook, as the boys came running towards me. “V!” They said, and bended over me, and looked at J-hope’s direction. “Where is he going?” Jin asked. I just shook my head, and ran away. I saw my dad standing outside of the school, and i walked over to him. “What have you done? Didn’t i say not to talk to him?” He asked, and slapped me. “Dad he was sad” I said, “And so what? Why should i care?” He said and slapped me. “We are leaving in two days, and you are not going to school” He said. “No dad! You can’t! What about Jin, Namjoon and….” I didn’t even finish my sentence before i got punched again. “Listen this wouldn’t have happened if you just stopped talking to him!” He said. “Come we are leaving” He then said.

‘The next morning’

I said by to the Bts member, and i needed to see J-hope before leaving tomorrow. When i sneaked out, and stood in front of their door. I took a deep breath and knocked on the door. A crying J-hope opened the door, i looked at him, and then down at his arm. He had a towel around his arm. “What did you do?!” I screamed and grabbed his arm, to remove the towel and seeing his bleeding arm. “Leave!” He screamed. “No! I have to tell you something important” I said begging him to come in. “V you have done enough! And i still love you, but i know you don’t love me, and you will never love me. Bye Kim Taehyung!” He said, and slammed the door in my face. My tears came running down on my face, and i stood there for about an hour, hoping for him to open the door, and then my dad came, to take me back.